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Home Links Music Playlist at MixPod.com Tagboard	Friday, November 13, 2009 \| 8:08 PM \| Top time fly pass fast as my 2 week dog handler course too...i'm just norminated as Best Trainee in Military Working Dog Unit under Military Police command cum Security Trooper sounds cool huh? lol...5 yrs dog handler and 5 yrs infantry for my reservice...and ya haha today i make my first live speech ever! very kan chiong lor haha most of them told me that my speech is so dead haha so am i...... well last week is cindy's sister's birthday and she treats me to karaoke at TopOne just behind bugis juntion...we k from 11pm to 5.30am in the morning lol ! and wad a coincidence la coz its like cindy is with her bf and her sister is with her bf too and siyi is single there and so erm lol...but well i diden even know whether she's single or not but i'm starting to have feelings for her erm just a little bit...manage to get her hp number through cindy which i feel not right and ya i did msg siyi but she nvr reply and so i gave up on her le till the next time we meet up then say bah... now...problem had just befell on me...why always i had to go through this tough experiences...i thought that her "newly FOUND" bf WILL actually take care of her but he failed me...OUT OF JEALOUSY he scolded her and wanna break up with her well...though i haven gotten much news after that day i called her and she told me wad had happen but i have to feed my dog then half way through de call...i really could not take it anymore too...i've once told myself that if the next guy she had, did not even put in any effort, i will take care of her no matter what but this is not up to me to choose and i cant be selfish too but too bad that they diden know....but as for now i will see what i can do for her...she seems to be avoiding me but also seems not and yet normal...omg wads gal made of? haha funny question that i dun have to ask...i'm so stupid... ah...i know why up till now i still feel like i've been tied down and just today i found a reason for me to let it go and i hope that this is for real...its easy to say but i guess i have to...haiz today i have a ST(security trooper) event held at east coast BBQ! but dunno whether wanna go or not...coz i still need to flash my psp...sian alright i shall stop here haha! i thought that well i actually wanted to make this my last blog but haiz i couldn't bare...maybe when the day i really have no internet bah haha! tc login off~~till next time Friday, 13th November 09 blog @ 2030hrs	Friday, November 13, 2009 \| 8:08 PM \| Top time fly pass fast as my 2 week dog handler course too...i'm just norminated as Best Trainee in Military Working Dog Unit under Military Police command cum Security Trooper sounds cool huh? lol...5 yrs dog handler and 5 yrs infantry for my reservice...and ya haha today i make my first live speech ever! very kan chiong lor haha most of them told me that my speech is so dead haha so am i...... well last week is cindy's sister's birthday and she treats me to karaoke at TopOne just behind bugis juntion...we k from 11pm to 5.30am in the morning lol ! and wad a coincidence la coz its like cindy is with her bf and her sister is with her bf too and siyi is single there and so erm lol...but well i diden even know whether she's single or not but i'm starting to have feelings for her erm just a little bit...manage to get her hp number through cindy which i feel not right and ya i did msg siyi but she nvr reply and so i gave up on her le till the next time we meet up then say bah... now...problem had just befell on me...why always i had to go through this tough experiences...i thought that her "newly FOUND" bf WILL actually take care of her but he failed me...OUT OF JEALOUSY he scolded her and wanna break up with her well...though i haven gotten much news after that day i called her and she told me wad had happen but i have to feed my dog then half way through de call...i really could not take it anymore too...i've once told myself that if the next guy she had, did not even put in any effort, i will take care of her no matter what but this is not up to me to choose and i cant be selfish too but too bad that they diden know....but as for now i will see what i can do for her...she seems to be avoiding me but also seems not and yet normal...omg wads gal made of? haha funny question that i dun have to ask...i'm so stupid... ah...i know why up till now i still feel like i've been tied down and just today i found a reason for me to let it go and i hope that this is for real...its easy to say but i guess i have to...haiz today i have a ST(security trooper) event held at east coast BBQ! but dunno whether wanna go or not...coz i still need to flash my psp...sian alright i shall stop here haha! i thought that well i actually wanted to make this my last blog but haiz i couldn't bare...maybe when the day i really have no internet bah haha! tc login off~~till next time Friday, 13th November 09 blog @ 2030hrs	About Me Your profile here!	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