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Sunday, September 27, 2009 | 7:00 PM | Top

eh ya yesterday went to watch movie with Cindy they all...thought that we are watching movie at The Cathay beside Ps de and so i got out and walk all the way there...end up confirm is at Cineleisure...suck thumb lor...walk all the way back to Cineleisure haha! at first i saw Siyi coz she always wear the same shirt de lor haha! then i saw Cindy...she after work come down straight and haven eat yet and so we went to have dinner at Pastamania...and ya kelvin was there...i finally had my Tiramisu ah~~~Cindy had cream of chicken spaghetti and a combo C...forgot wad the rest eat liaoz lol! ah ya her sister order into the cinema then kelvin eat nachos then he keep complaining that the cheese doesn't taste like cheese then want to complain but stopped by me zzz coz i eat it and taste ok mah wa lau this kelvin really very typical on every thing...always want to complain haha! then we go up shop shop buy things walk here walk there go toilet all this then went in about 11.20pm... 

well this 4bia 2 is a really typical Thailand horror film...scare ppl by using surprise and sound...there's total of 5 story...first story is about karma, second story is tell ppl dun be so keh poh LOL! dun too KPO and trouble won't find u la...third story is a typical L4d lol...fourth story is tell ppl dun be a fucker do fucker business or else it will come to ur demise...wa the last story is cock lor...interested? go watch la haha! last story is damn funny...

after the show dunno why got damn emo...like got things wanted to say but scared and dunno how to say...and so went to buy some drink and drunk myself...well i thought it through and hmm maybe its really time...anyway i went home la...but before i went up, i went to do some pull up and haha! i can finally do 6 reps then today did 7 haha! so happy...anyway i reach home faster bathe and faster go slp le...but wake up at morning 9am coz i heard mym mum slapping something and so i wake up and ask wad my mum is doing lol she told me that there's mosquito LOL! wake up and erm ya went down with my mum do some grocery...come back home slack like one kind haha! took cab went back Punggol just now just to get my gutters zzz come back here Bendemeer again for my dinner and now blogging and slack again...going to meet one of my bunk mate at Kallang mrt at about 9.10pm...

k le la i got to get ready le...next week bah i hope i can book out on Friday...

when you are walking...

do you always look back and make sure that your shadow is there?

when you feel thirsty...

will you go hydrate yourselves?

when you finish a stick of cigarette and you threw it away...

will you still remember where you throw the day after next?

yes but you won't care or give a damn anymore...

coz not everything is perfect in this world...

what's yesterday is yesterday...

what's today is today...

what's tomorrow is tomorrow...

what i mean is...

life still goes on...

Sunday, 27th September 09

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Saturday, September 26, 2009 | 7:21 PM | Top

well today just got to book out...damn tired...be my platoon ic for 4days already is like fucking shag but got to control 60 man is like a "WOW" to me...last time 29 man still okok then now 59 lol! but haha shiok la like SGT already lor haha...well overall, shagness is haunting ME!! well just now go back Punggol straight for my early dinner and come back to Bendemeer straight...preparing for my night activity with Cindy woot! candle light dinner haha! no la... -_-'' meeting Guoz and his GF, Cindy, Siyi and Cindy's sister and her sister's BF lol! long ya? haha roughly 7 of us...watching 4bia part 2 later well dunno wad part 1 was all about but still i'll just watch...

this few days in camp...hmm i'm just like a smoking machine...well i realize that in camp if really "own time own target" smoking break, 1 pack of cigarette is not enough...LOL i WANT TO CUUTT!!! DOWN!!! but cant la so i'll just smoke lor...this book in bring 2 pack in wahaha! 

well kinda miss the days when i go pubbing and clubbing with GUoz haha! maybe the month after next i save more money then i'll go enjoy lo! haha and ya next year we are going to Thailand and enjoy hmm dunno whether our plan will goes on smoothly coz currently Elroy's mum is having some problem and i hope she recover soon...and ya Elroy and i still have things to fulfill that is to upgrade our computer...i left only 1 processor, rams and a new 700w - 800w power supply while Elroy is going to get ready a sum of around 2k to do everything...as u can see the newest processor "i core7" is like ranging from 0.8k to like 1.6k ++...so imagine just the processor only spend this much already...ARGH!! dun talk about computer liaoz head ache only...still owe Diners 1k over zzz every month go to bill them 100 at least so that they can negotiate with me...

well..i can only say i'm stupid thats all...shag cannot think thats why...i'm always STUPID! why?? i can spend like 20 over dollars for a stupid clock...isn't that stupid?? then like last week, i spent 90 dollars on a new cpu cooler fan then in the end, found out that my cpu casing is like still small for that to fit...if i were to fit it in, i got to remove a fan inside so bo bian...its like a $12 vs a $90 thing...but the solution is to remove the fan inside and put it on the outside instead of inside...look a bit wrong but bo bian...for the sake of "cooling" it...ya and i got a new so call "project" but is more like an experiment which is to build a new CPU and soak it with mineral oil ! haha! well i shall not talk more about it haha! if its a success, i'll make a short video of it for u guys to see...erm i dun even own a camera phone right now lol~~~

well now waiting for my mum to came and i can go le...blog later tonight bah..going to watch 4bia 2 @0000hrs...maybe reach home about 3-4am bah...and ya tml i'll be booking by 2300hrs haha! some more can where civilian clothing haha! cya cya cya~~~~

Its like a dream~~~

Saturday, 26th September 09

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Wednesday, September 23, 2009 | 12:53 AM | Top

well...i think i've proven myself something that is i'm not going crazy when its not necessary...its just that i'm went crazy out of boredom that's all...so erm am i still going kee siao? i dunno coz i can't really laugh today in camp...maybe too tired and that prove that i'm still a normal human being haha! i'm just BORED!!~~ oh ya why am i out here on weekdays? coz due to some reason, all of us get to book out today just now around 7pm...zzz best part is i got into the wrong bus and went the opposite direction and ended up at the far end of Pioneer where its near to Joo Koon zzz by the time i reach home its like 10pm already zzz sian!!! just now bought a can of beer while walking towards Pw's house to meet him for supper...well i think i'm getting used to alcoholic drinks to destress...i just wonder how long will that last? hmm and ya i just broke one of my promise to myself earlier today...i SMOKE IN CAMP! hor seh! i dun think i can cut down on my nicotine consumption already lor...argh! wadever coz its not for someone else to see or hear...its for my own good and this is the path i choose and i shall be smoker than! so be it wahaha! well this year i'm 22 and i'm still like 16 17 yrs old haha! well i just hope that i can keep this spirit of mine high enough to pull through any difficulty i may be facing...

today my warrant officer called me and told me that my contract will be ready soon...but might get rejected...but i hope that its a good news to come bah...and i might sign on till i retire hmm i wonder...haha Pw is going to move into a new condo kns! just hope that i can be able to make it for his house warming bah...sian later gonna wake up at 5.30am and book in by 7.30am then book out by this Saturday afternoon zzz k le la have to go slp le...nights

life still go on like always...

there's always a challenge in life you have to win...

so that your life will become colorful after black and white...

right? isn't it...

life is just that simple :)

Wednesday, 23th September 09

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Monday, September 21, 2009 | 4:32 PM | Top

today i lose myself to insanity...just going crazy around its like the demon inside me had been set lose...just when will i regain conscious? i do not know...just before my mind take drastic change whether to my character or what, i just wanna write it all down to at least let myself know better within myself...this may sound like a nonsense to some but i really dunno how to put it...maybe I'm just acting stupid lol...

Monday, 21th September 09

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Sunday, September 20, 2009 | 1:01 PM | Top

my army posting takes me to a whole new enviroment this coming week...been posted to Clementi Camp and my vocation will be a Regimental Police there...how nice...will be there for 6 weeks while waiting for my sign on vocation to call me and process the applications...well as a RP i only know that its like a guarding dog and erm doing stuff much like MP ( Military Police ) but i heard that as a RP is a rank much more higher than a MP hmm i wonder...

came home on Friday night with mum to tidy up this Bendemeer house...my house now is much more tidy unlike what it used to be so untidy...feel much more better and you guess what?! haha the TV cupboard now sits on the study table LOL! then the TV is like high up there haha! then the same night i went to meet 2 of my bunk mate coz one of them is a coach for Pool and Snooker in a church new outram...he real good man! but when he's in bunk, haha i always have to wake him up lol! then yesterday was sooo sooo bored like anything...around 7pm went out alone...went to funan IT mall initially wanted to go there to find Cindy couldn't find her but anyway i was busy shopping...went to challenger and bought a new headphone with mic and i like it haha well...dunno what to do and so went to the overhead bridge that connect funan to the other side...standing there and smoke while trying to see i will miss how many 147...end up 4...LOL just less than 10mins, 4 147 pass by already and i was like WTF??? and so i went down to the bus stop after i finish my cigarette...and ended up waited for 15mins zzz haha! the lesson is that some time in your life, dun stand there and wait for things to happen...we all need to do the right thing at the right time and moment...hmm dunno whether izzit true but sounds true to me...never went home straight instead, i went to eat pig organ soup and walk home...well it was raining and so i was drenched...luckily i never get cold or anything...reach home about 10.30pm with some beers with me, bathe, sit in front of my comp while watching tv and "drink to the point of thrist" LOL!! haha went to slp early at 1am...so shag but dun feel like sleeping but cant be help coz REALLY NOTHING TO DO~~~lol...wake up at 9am today...went down at about 10.30am to get my clocks...wa both my clock sad story haha! all fell and broke their arms and now playing M.I.A with the shop keeper LOL!! but think i'm going down now le la...the shop keeper told me that they might be back at 2pm...i go down now and have my lunch first then slowly walk to the shop and get my clocks back...well see ya ! blog again later! hmm might be going out later but dunno where to go again...ah ya will be going to sim lim square to get new fan for my cpu...

what happened, it will happen again...

what have yet to happen, it will happen also...

its just the matter of time...

practice make perfect...

Sunday, 20th September 09

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Tuesday, September 15, 2009 | 3:41 PM | Top

well...my POP parade was a good one but my leg was aching like one kind !! imagine standing there like one statue for 30 - 45 minutes haha no one went to my parade to help me wear my cap and so, my SGT, CSM, RSM, 2LT Eugene and 2 of our OCs come help me wear and have a small chit chat with me!!! wa i feel damn honored la haha! after the parade finish, we rush back to our company line and get our so called "last" pumping tekaning session LOL! take our field bag and off we go! that night when i reach home i was so shag that i can barely move at all~~~but i still manage to come back to bendemeer...dunno why just miss bendemeer badly haha! come back here as usual lor...on my comp and dunno do wad...i also 4got wad time i go bed...sianz!! oh! remember liaoz lol...meet elroy around 1am+ and went to Mustafa LOL! wanted to buy basketball de but end up spent 20 over dollars on a stupid clock haha! and another 20 over dollars on air refresherner and night snack...reach home about 3 - 4 am + and went straight to bed after bathe...

hmm as for Thursday, met guoz and elroy and went to the first day of the PC show...haha went to second floor and saw this interesting magic jelly LOL!! this jelly is not for u to eat but to help clean things like keyboard and things where ur cloth cant reach coz this magic jelly can actually sink into the keyboard and stick all the dirt out but the only flaws is that it will stick to things that is dry but overall hmm not a bad jell....then there's this singtel biding event haha! some of the phone is worth the bide but once the price is over the market price for example, a Nokia music express 5600 staring price 50...if it went over 120, can F off from there already haha! we went up to 3rd floor and take a quick glance at the starhub booth...it actually took out all the ball room inside for registry blah blah blah...wow! went another floor up...try to find Cindy at the Cannon booth but well no luck! haha well on the 5floor is like nth can catch my eyes and so we decided to go up next floor...our mission; to find hardware like graphic card, motherbaord etc but first day is like can go suck cock lor zzz haha and ya saw Ly there LOL! she look at me like kana scare by ghost...hey do i really look like one? or the person beside me? LOL! anyway the Razer booth is just beside and haha finally saw GRAPHIC CARD!!! hahathe price is really worth it, elroy and i wanted to wack but end up nvr coz we reminded ourselves we dun need it yet haha! went all the way down and take bus 133 to bugis to get my belt coz i'm wearing jean and i dun have a belt with it!! and ITS DROPPING LOL!!! bo bian la cock too heavy LOL!! ah joking~~went straight to 77th street and took a white color belt hmm well decided to try a different color but got commented by guoz saying that it look gay LOL! in my heart i just say wadever coz this is wad i want haha! after that, we went to iluma to catch a movie at 0015hrs but be4 that, as usual lor they went to catch their soft toy and i was like slping there lor haha too tired...when i was hoping i can have something to hug onto, guoz hand over my one big back of soft toy LOL!! haha! and so i hug and close my eyes and say, WA! rest rest!! shag shag~~we watch the show call "Blood Ties" its a Singapore cum Hong Kong show...quite a nice show with a nice ending...not complicated at all...after the show we went home...

Friday hmm...went back to punggol for early dinner...dunno where to go after that so i decided to take 136 towards AMk...wanted to go PC show by change to 133 at Amk ave1 but end up alight at Yio Chu Kang road and take 147 instead and went back home...meet elroy and elvin for steamboat for dinner at whampoa drive...went home after that and reformat my computer to vista...Friday's kinda boring...saded

As for Saturday, went to meet ck at Sim Lim square coz his bro wanna look for a new computer...so i went to meet them and gave some advice...after that, we went to PC show...this time, i bought a new graphic card! Power Color HD4870 1GB GDDR5 woot!! she's my goddess now lol! everyday i pray her wahaha!! bo liao...about 8pm + like that ck says he wan to go bugis meet his bro and so we took 133 and he alight at bugis but i went home...install the new graphic card and haha dunno wad to do again and so i play c&c: kane's wrath to test it out and #$%^&*! for what? i dun know also but i just wan it so badly till i'm quite broke now....going to annouce bankruptcy liaoz lol! 

Sunday meet elroy and elvin again about 12noon + at my house market here to have our lunch...wa i miss the beef like anything haha! after that we went to pc show for one last time coz elvin wanted to sign a new starhub internet connection but the qeueu is damn long and so he leave his name now and the staff new promise to reserve him the promotion till tml which is this Wednesday...well practically we went up and down the convention hall...after that we decided to go to Tower4 to play arcade haha! went home early that day coz my mum is coming back from msia that evening and so we leave for home at about 6pm...that night slept at about 4am+ lol!

Monday i wake up very early at about 7.30am ++ coz my mum wanted to go SIR building to renew her passport...well the service that now is like sux la cb...anyway after that, we went to have lunch at the beach road market and we went to marina square to get some wall paper for our msia relative...no point stating the reason...anyway we reach home at about 1pm ++ and play some dota with elroy...well dunno why i got Monday blue zzz getting sooo emo for dunno wad fuck shit...anyway meet elroy for dinner and went to ikea at queens way to buy a new desk for our computer....wa really lor haha we we continue to be like "gay" together ah i really dunno wads  the different between us but haha thats a joke...no matter wad i;ll still know the different between me and him...he still has an attitude to change and character...went home and d.i.y the table and ta da! haha like it so much now but dunno wad am i going to do with the table that Ly's uncle had given me months ago....dunno whether my mum still wants it or not...haha i want everything new!! cant wait to move outta here...ya after the table finished, played maple with them till like 2am plus and i went to slp le...

Today haiz...wake up like 12noon and went for lunch at about 1pm after that, went to sim lim square to get crossfirex cable...i spent $40 on that haha! just now tried it out but...like wasting money sia...my second card like low end lor...nvm about that already then my ccc dun have the CrossFirex option!! CB!! sua...and now blogging...sian...after this one more stick  and i'm off to punggol le...then book in back to camp...well for this week i thing i'm gonna wack myself inside and  let sun light shine on me more..WHY?? COZ I WANT TO PASS MY IPPT AND I WANT SILVER!!! arHG!!! haha anyway other than this optional task, we got movie SCREENING!! YEA!! haha and we gonna book out on this FRIDAY!!! WAHAHHA!! and boook back in on the monday night!!! YEAHRFH!$%*^&*((!! lol...despite all this welfare-ness i'm having this weekend, i feel so down...no luck...but there's signs~~lol! i'm crazy...signing off!

Tuesday, 15th September 09

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| 1:10 AM | Top

no new posting...will consolidate what i've done this book out tml!! guys here, prepare to read a thousand words compo bah wakakaka!!

Tuesday, 15th September 09

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Sunday, September 6, 2009 | 8:44 AM | Top

FINALLY!!! i've COMPLETED MY 24km road march! YEA!! cat1 saved our live! really man...if never rain i think we will be like dead la...when the rain came, we evacuated to the nearest tunnel and rest there for an hour or two coz i nvr see wad time was then and i also dunno how i fall aslp..when i realise it, i was awake already zzz went to find latrine point LOL then the officer still can make fun by asking me whether can tahan or not if not go pee into one of the recruits mouth while they are slping LOL!! nvm...the most funny part was they ask me to leopard crawl out and dun get caught while finding latrine point...obviously they are joking la so they told me just dun get caught and find a latine point that got no light as in no one can see me de la... and so i went out and then i know why...coz from left to right is all lamp post and the opposite is just condo LOL! i was thinking wtf! where to pee sia haha wake quite awhile to find a nice spot where the tree is big enuff to block me from the on coming traffic and the lightings zzz pee for quite awhile ( store a lot sia ) went back and its already my turn to gaurd the area coz we are in public area plus we have "dangerous" weapon with us...so we need to like while some of us are slping, the few will help to guard them...its wad they call 1 3rd alert...stupid la wadever...set off again at around 0530hrs and continue our road march at ECP...sang lots of sone along the way...making a U-turn at fort road and then back to a big field after Macdonald there...haha it already 0615hrs LOL! we wake 8km in 1hour lor and we dun even realise that...hmm i think i'm the only one know about this...anyway our breakfast was a suprised one haha they bought us each a macMuffin with suasage :) how nice was that...did cool down and a de-brief from our OC and around 0700hrs went back to camp...reach there at abt 8am...we were damn shag la haha and yet they still wan to conduct a Stanby Area but i was suprised that they diden even check thoroughly la haha i still tell one of my bunkmate who is standing beside me that SIAO LIAOZ LA all nvr do cleaning...sure do pt de lor but GUESS WAD! haha they went in and just came out like that and told us to fall in down stairs with our field pack haha! finally can book out but our neighbours platoon isn't that lucky like us...we waited for them like an hour or so due to their standby area sux plus they are having integrity between the sgt and themselves...that is sux la all get the best of the best tekaning session from their commanders i can tell u that...

took a cab home and go slp after i unpack my field pack and bathe...6pm like that wake up for dinner...wait for my bro to pick my mum and me up to bendemeer to get his stuff...and ya i think my left knee cap is having problem inside le...and i sprain my both ankle 2 time each which is 4 time in total during this road march zzz my lower limb is really chui to the core liaoz...can fight with someone else liao haha! guess that person right will get a prize from me haha! reach home and did nth...literatly nth...now see my computer like...wad can i do with this comp? lol see the games i have is like wa lau play wad sia...this also sian that also sian...coz i'm now in NS...no time to play...dota also no one to play with...C&C can play but elroy dun wan zzz i also lazy call him...yesterday night he went to darick house so nvr play game with him...i went to mac at around 1am or so to buy the mega mac spicy haha! but eat half way...nvr finish...feel like puking...but i feel satisfy haha! wa i dunno why this few days is like kinda sick la haha! as in mentally sick haha! and ya cindy suddenly msg me ! i was so suprised and happy! haha but end up she also nvr reply my last sms...lol ! wadever...i dun like ppl giving cold shoulder and this is an example...yesterday called kel and wj and NO ONE PICK UP! CB! nvm sua..i thought they zz sua lazy to even talk about them now...anyway after my supper i went to slp already coz i was soo shag la...

wake around 6am...went down do static exercise coz the sky is like going to rain...went down only cat1...can see lightning...went home at 7am haha sweat like one kind till now...mum just wake up...later company her go down buy food come up mum mum then i think she's going back punggol le bah and i will be staying...this weekend nvr went out at all but maybe later going out bah...later booking in be 2100hrs...1945hrs has to leave punggol le...tml doing SOC haha! guess wad? i'm going to fail it coz i have to concentrate on my ippt...i cant injure and strain myself already coz i dunno when is my retest again...then Tuesday will be drill all day coz we are rehearsing for out POP day haha! then Wednesday is our pop! yea! haha i heard that i might be staying coz i haven't pass my ippt yet...chin-up and SBJ is the problem...the rest is not a problem to me...haiz still thinking about my pop no one is coming feelinf a bit down...then my SGT cheer me up by saying that if no one is wearing the Jockey cap for me, he will wear it for me coz its his honor :) ... i feel so touch can ?! hehe still feel sad coz i'm leaving them for my new vocation...but also kinda happy coz my platoon is really chui la...haiz

talking about cannot make it, i also cannot make it...got no right to judge other ppl also but some ppl is like wa lau so obvious cannot make it la...but u know when u r old enough to think, to talk or gossip is like not an option coz u also cant be sure that they are not trying their best also unless they are those kind of cb kia la that one i sure sa bo them like hell haha! lol i like that still got ppl flatter me by saying that i'll be a lovely husband in the future zzz well i dun think so...got so demoralised already LOL!! i still not good enough for anyone but also dun owe anything to anyone too :) ...

Giving up doesn't always mean that you are weak,
sometime it means that you are strong enough to let it go.
Have some faith in yourselves but not to let anyone stab you behind.

Sunday, 6th September
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