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Wednesday, July 25, 2007 | 12:46 AM | Top

hmmm its been 3 month since we hold our hand together tightly ever... had promises and bond... we really love each other deeply... 20.7 that day dear came to my house and we cook maggie mee with sausage and egg to eat... it was delicious and we eat till very full and rest haha watch some shows together... that day i felt a bit sian coz ck and evon is coming but its our 3rd month... i just wanted me and my dear alone... anyway i dun really mind if they comes... that day is very unlucky for evon coz she was injured twice LOL feel so guilty for not telling her that my house got lots of trap and muz be careful... saturday night i went to dear's house LOL the feeling i dun really know how to explain... felt abit happy and sad in a way coz i knew it would be some expected Q&A and i answer them knowing that it would be quite embarrass and ashame but i dun really mind coz i was just trying to be honest with them and they dun seems to be unhappy about me har~~ what a relieve... was so scared and dear ps me for 15min or more there alone facing with 2 mighty god... haha just joking... sunday, which is the day after... ck, evon, dear and i went to Escape theme park as planned but lack of 1 ppl which is mich... she absent herself without telling us anyway, we did enjoyed ourselves thats all i can say... monday haha so sian thats what dear keep telling me haha actually i felt the same way too but i cant do anything about coz my teacher is going to kill me alive haha then yesterday which is tuesday...dear ask me if i want to meet her and go to a soya bean curd shop to eat some but i cant go coz my cousin wanted me to go home first.... sobs i wanted to hug dear so much but haiz... anyway later i'm going to meet dear le so happy... cant wait till our 4th month..

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Tuesday, July 17, 2007 | 1:21 AM | Top


today, dear came and look for me very early... i was so happy when dear came in and tap my leg... hehe sleep for awhile and mich called and ask us to eat macdonald for breakfast... after that we went to vivo coty with one of mich fren too... we catch a show too! my wife's a gangster part3 hehe dear! we finally watch a show we wanted haha was so happy~~~awww hehe so sweet today but kinda running nut now as dear is not with me now after i see her home i was so sad... reached home, the urge of being together with her and hugging her worsen... dear i took this just
now... when i look at that wound of mine, it make me so sad coz it remind me of today...
dear, i found it hard to sleep without you now... and wanna cry~~~miss you like hell le... dear liyan.... why i say all this, coz these feelings that i had for you now is really an undenyable fact for me now... though if i'm really "mature" but i really miss you till want to cry lar~~ haha i really love you till the very pit of the never ending one... i dun want to close my eyes, i just want to stay awake and what i see is all you... your face... i dun want to move coz all i want is to hug you... i wont move my mouth coz i want to kiss you... though our future is unpredictabe but with commitment, i should love you still the end... what i care now is loving you more than any other things... study and work is another thing... but i promise that i'll work hard to feed you de wahaha coz zhhuzhu need more than sheep right? hehe i LoVe u ok??
miss you till crazy le...cant really breathe now~~~tears dropping~~~ anyway deep in my heart i still understand our situation but these feeling is just keep huanting me wahaha!! got to sleep now as i've got to wake up early later...dear see ya~~ jw loves her she love jw... jw love ly 4ever
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Saturday, July 14, 2007 | 9:10 PM | Top

dear, if you need me just call me...i'll be there any time...i'm just soo sad that i cant be with you when you are hurt and when you need some body to be with and you really ought to have loving and caring...but it does not matter now coz i'm with you now and i just want to know that your heart is with me, can le...i wont ask for more than a simple hug or a kiss...i just wanna let you know that i really love and care for you...haha dear, i really enjoy looking into your eyes...i dunno why i just love to do that hehe!! anyway something is for sure...that is we are really one loving couple wahaha really? izzit>? I LOVE U!! forever~~~hope that our love is a nver ending one...


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Thursday, July 12, 2007 | 2:50 AM | Top

so tired now...doing nothing but playing sollitaire and listen to songs... cant really sleep coz thinking of dear plus she is sick oh my god how i wish i could be with her now... dun really know how to put thoughts into words now... just missing you missing you still missing you... however i still got to sleep now... shit no mood go school le... anyway i'll go afternoon lesson for sure if there is something on the say bah... dear~~~ what can i do??~~~~ still going to miss you even in my deep slumber... dear wait for me...i'm coming over to lalaland le ok... meet me some where in there ok~~bye nitez love you dear....


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Sunday, July 8, 2007 | 3:26 AM | Top

dear, if you are seeing this when you wake up later, GOOD MORNING haha i just being bo liaoz and starts to think about lots of things haha so lets just see what i have had thought haha but anyway i'm not saying you coz i think that this happens to most of the ppl out there... system crash can build a new one... system being infected by virus can rebuild the whole system... system hanged can restart it again... but in real life, relation breakdown... can it be repair? no... ... when a person bought a new pen that he/she likes and loves it very much but regrettably one day, he/she go and bite the pen, drop it, abuse it and even dismental it just for fun... but when the pen that he/she likes and loves very much... spoil and eventually lost and says: "never mind, i can buy a new one" what does it mean? ppl like them take things for granted... at first, they like that thing a lot...it may be costy at first but it does not matter now... coz they will eventually lost interest and feelings they once had for the pen haha dear, am i right? haha YAWN!!! i'm so tired now but i just cant stop missing you a bit hehe... just hoping that can hug you again... i want HUGGY~~~ haha dear, you really did calm me down know why? coz you are my tranquilizer wahaha and my nerves system is all your face already haha today went out with my frens... when to cathay to catch a movie after that we went to eat haha guess what i eat? LOL chicken rice with roasted pig meat and dried toufu LOL and it cost me $7.70 LOL haha after that, we went to play dota @irc at park lane for 4 freaking hours... i was pratically rotting there lar coz dear is not with me!!..blahblahblah... about 10:30pm, i can finally go home... reach home about 12midnight... chat with dear for awhile on the phone and went to bathe... dear said that today she is gonna sleep with her parents haha dear! i'm soo jealous... you had a daddy that can play with but i dun have one!! hmmp!! haha joking only haha anyway its good to sleep with parents time to time... atleast you will not feel like have a gap in between parent and child... erm...actually i'm doing this every night? haha only without one daddy... sobs no fatherly love that is why i feel so withrawn time to time... anyway i already had dear le what can i still ask for? hehe i want to save up money real soon and work real hard for our future in order to sleep with her every night and can get to say good morning face to face every morning!! erm ya! and hope that we are not eating kit-kat...coz we love kinda bueno haha right dear?? ^_^ k lar~~ gonna sleep now.. haha luckily dear is not on the phone with me coz she might say something like GO SLEEP LAR~~ haha joking...anyway dear is really care for me hehe... its already very late now...4am+ le...before i log off... just wanna say i love you...i love you...i love liyan...junwei ai ni!! junwei ai liyan!! liyan love junwei hehe!!! GOOD NIGHT!! dear, we forgot to wish each other good night...sobs~~ later i might not sleep well...anyway i'll be waiting for your msg or maybe call me hehe!! byezz dear!



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Friday, July 6, 2007 | 1:37 AM | Top

again...yesterday night never really sleep well... coz without dear by my side... sorry mum~~ my love for you is fading away haha~~ not really though... anyway i'll just keep imagine that dear is sleeping beside me atleast it will make my feel better... haiz haha wake up real early today morning and feel like wanna fall ill like that but i promised my "daddy" which is my teacher that i will be coming to school today so i go brush my teeth and had a bathe then went out... LOL when i was on my way to bus stop, i nearly fainted but luckily my determination pull me through and when i board the bus, i knock out~~~"tingtingtin~~~ K'O" finally reach school by 9am again... when i sit down, my daddy told us that today lesson end at 12noon i was like Zzz if i knew it i would have been sleeping by now at home... but then again its for my own good so i calm my self a little and start my study... head was aching and stomach felt like i had a big fight last night and got beaten up LOL but its not true la i'm just explaning how i felt... i thought i'm gonna faint again but suddenly feeling very hungry LOL... i called my chairman name choon yan aka cy... i ask him to get me 2 tablets of panadols also... after he reach school and after study finish, its 12noon le and went for lunch... ate a bowl of mee hoon guay then we went to bugis coz i wanna see the price of the basketball that i'm gonna buy haha after that, we walk all the way to suntec and went to tower3, 4th storey where the S'pore carrefour office are and went in to ask if there is any vacancy... she said cashier only and i replied OK LOR haha she then give me the application form for me to fill in... after everything i hand it back to her and she said that they will give me a call... after that, i feel like going to skygarden haha though its cy but i hope its my dear who is with me now... miss her soo much for 2 3 days le... stupid uncle extra haha~~ dear this is a pic that i took at skygarden... LOL ppl there thought that cy and me were gaying there LOL i stare back at them right into their eyes haha...lol msg dear for quite awhile and get to know that his dad is going to buy new car i was like...damn~~ i wish i had a dad like hers' haiz what to do? both my dad (thought he is gone to hell) and my stepfather are just cb kia bastard jerkkiss ass hole...whithout them my life was great with my mum...sobs anyway, i just miss dear very much that is all i can think about after i send cy to city hall mrt station and then walk all the way to funan there to take bus 147...haha really look like zombie walking down the street la haha when i got home... first thing...msg dear!! and BOOM! sleep... about 10+11pm wake up and msg dear...was waiting for her reply... haha she never reply instead, she gave me a call and it was a suprise and feel really happy but when we are in conversation, i felt something is wrong... coz of me? haha think so coz my voice is like just wake up and spinning... but my voice do not reflect to what i said and mean...hmm by the way today i felt something real strange is brewing between me and dear...i then realise something when i saw dear's blog... you are a person who get angry easily if ppl agitate you right?? erm if i'm wrong please tell me ok? i was quite sad after looking through what she wrote...haiz anyway..what to do... i can only say that she is the zippo for today and i'm the sparks who accidentally started a small fire...haha anyway dear~~ haha i can understand how you felt today and i feel bad coz i cant hug you today to ease your mind a little...and i can feel what is coming out from you and i'm really a happiest man now hehe!! ^_^!!

dear, if love is a free and infinity thing that every human being had, why not lets exchange it everyday? why ppl break? coz ppl take advantage of it and got punished... as for me, before i had you, i wanted to have you... but now i had you already so i will always have you... i won't take things for granted as i had hard time getting them bet you feel the same also right? if i'm wrong also never mind coz i just want to know that you love me and i know that you really love me a lot, i feel really happy and content le... dear, so lets cherish this every small things we had now before anything went wrong... CHOY TOUCH WOOD!! Ng LiyaN, Yang Junwei really LOVES HER!!! gonna sleep now if not i'm gonna let dear down as tml she wants to see me in one piece but not in shatterd piece hehe i mean tml must be healthy la haha lazy explane coz my head really spinnig real hard now and suddenly feel so tired... dear dun feel so empty without me ok? and i promised be4 and now again! i promise that i wont lie to you and wont hurt you now and future!! muack!!

now or never...forever or ever will...cherish or perish...argh!! tired!! slpslp dear thanks for wishing me good night everyday ...=)

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Thursday, July 5, 2007 | 1:14 AM | Top

yesterday night never really sleep well... was still awake till my alarm rings LOL reach school by 9am... like zombie taking bus walk here and there like that haha but today i really did concentrate in class hehe finish lesson about 4:30pm and went to bendemeer to settle something and went to ck house for dinner... hehe he is such a good guy fren that i've had ever known! and his mum is soo sweet to buy durian and share with us after dinner ^_^!! i appreciate it man!! today i felt like hugging dear real hard coz i love her very much haha and then ck was sooo jealous wahaha anyway i think he act de haha anyway he really deserve a real good gal... haha maybe i should find him a "chicks" in return of his kindness haha... time is so limited for me and dear for today... haiz... just hope and wish that we could really spend more time together... as i see dear board the bus and go away, my heart just wanna stop beating but life has to go on and some more we can see each other again this friday!! yay!! ^_^Y!! dear, i'm soo glad that i had you now... to love you now is now or never and its the only thing i can give you... hope i can give you more!! zhu! no more complain ok!! wahaha joking!!! LOVE NG LIYAN 4EvER!!! she is the best!!! and dear, you are the only one who can really let me know what love really is and human warmth...i love you~~~

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