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Saturday, June 30, 2007 | 8:31 PM | Top ...my second blog today lol... haha dear i finally cool myself down... coz i'm still very hot now... just now when i thought i was late, i rush here and there just to prepare for later meeting with frens but in the end... my fren told me that no need meet already coz he quarrel with his gf... i was like what the hell... i waxed my hair le leh... argh!! never mind... i called dear as she told me to and wwe chat awhile haha he saod that she was hot too LOL there this generator beside her and i cant really hear what was she telling me that beside this generator got something there that cause corbon monoxide... i was think LOL smoking indirectly? wahaha we chat for awhile till 7pm and she went back for her training and i was haiz... i wish that today we could just went out for movie instead haha anyway, she was in this big event and i understand coz i ALSO WANNA JOIN haha i wish that i could have join ite machperson...Zzz haiz after knowing that my fren is not gonna meet me, i came home, sit down at the sof...moodless...motionless...thinking about dear!! zhuzhu wahaha damn sian lor...today saturday yet no show to watch... LOL i hate media'coprs...they sux to the very core of singapore... shows keep repeating and repeating... anyway...dunno whether later going meet ck or pw or not... sian... pratically waiting for dear thats all... though i'm boring but in my heart i know that i'm not alone... i'm feel content le...
8:41pm/2041hrs
enjoying with dear this week but not weekend...we went to chalet and erm... can say its not that enjoyable one but i can get to see dear wake up every morning in the arms of mine...that feel so great and happy...but now, after the chalet got to sleep alone with my bolster...haiz... dear can we protect this happiness? will this happiness eventually come to an end?? will our love over come every difficulties we face? dear..the answer will come in the future if we can pull this through...hope that we are still together by then.... 3days and 2nights for the chalet... practically going there watch free movie, one day arcade and an hour of counter strike...up till now i still miss the coco crunch and the cup noodles that dear bought for the both of us... hmm maybe later i go by coco crunch and milk haha by the way its already 3:30pm/1530hrs in the afternoon le...i still have not yet taken my breakfast and ...lunch LOL i called dear once i wake up coz she ask me to help remind her something...haha and i got to know that i cant pick her up today AS I DUN HAVE ANY VEHICLE and there is bus to send her back to the meeting venue and then her parents is picking her up coz I DUN OWN ANY VEHICLE LOL this is shitty man wahaha joking gal! dun get angry LOL...navy dun want me...family no money and i got no saving so i have to start from scretch...and its gonna be double hardwork for me!! wahaha i like it! coz its not for myself but the both of us de future...i just wish i could had a simple life but to have that, first i must be self respondsible and be more mature!! yay! i'm a man LOL...anyway i'm quite "emo" today and dunno what to do...other missing dear and feel like hug her more then ever, stress about dunoo what to do... laziness is gonna kill me!! haha that is for sure... no point saying haha coz i have to put it into words and prove it to others that ..hey! junwei can actually do it de!! right?? haha yesterday went to chum chum with dear and ck to have our dinner... haha things there were nice but expensive haha anyway i dun think that cup of sugar cane worth 3bucks lor...i make my self also less than 3bucks and i can make dunno how many cups for 3bucks lor...haha feel so great and happy when i'm with dear but when i'm alone i feel so sad...haiz what to do to stop this immaturaty of mine?? haha i dun wanna stop coz if i stop doing something, i might lose something in return...hmm but i have never try how i know... LOL maybe my next life is gonna be a sheep LOL dear wahaha i really become meehhh haha!!! anyway dear, i wanna say a big sorry...i'll ty to be a better person and a BIG thank you for what you had done for me so far...ok!! i trust and belive every word that comes out from your mouth...and i LoVe YoU too!! meh("v")zhu hehe3:54pm/1554hrs
Sunday, June 24, 2007 | 2:46 AM | Top today is very shag and tired for me...yesterday night slept around 3am and then wake up at 6am this morning for the community work... collecting newspaper and old clothings... we spent about 3hour together with my friends doing that and went home straight and when i reach home, its already 11:30am++...diden even rest, i ate things bought from my auntie and i was like wa! sian la...coz the mushroom mince meat noodle she bought from punggol plaza de is just too oily, other than that, its just a plain one...with no taste...meet friends about 3pm at bugis...then walk to suntec and then marina...wow today's main event is: NDP time"mee" wahaha...if you were there, you will surely say something like:"haiz...if my gf/bf were here with me to see this...."anyway i watch it with one of my friends while waiting for my dear dear haha we met her about 9pm and we went to have dinner and went home...today is really exceptionally shag lor...tired haiz!! ALSO!!! dear! i'll still love you!!! MUACK!!!2:59am/0259hrs
Saturday, June 23, 2007 | 2:35 AM | Top today should wake early meet dear but end up wake up 2hrs later... after we meet up, went to buy take away from kopitiam and go my house eat and slack... we watch some shows and went to meet ck, evon, her brother and alvin at this particular LaN shop to play some games...after that, we decided to have dinner together and after that, we went home... its already about 1130pm when i got home... play some games and now chatting with dear le..haha tomorrow might be sick...dear! you got me ok!! i LovE you!!
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Friday, June 22, 2007 | 12:14 AM | Top there is only one word can descibe todays feeling and that is "boring"... haven been seeing dear for 2 days le plus today went to CMPB alone AND we stop msg each other for almost one whole day LOL anyway when i'm on my way to cmpb, i kept thinking of dear... imagine that she is helping her mum with loads of plastic bag and what is inside? the ingredients for the dinner... when she msg me telling me that she is helping her mum preparing dinner, instead of resting in the bus while i was on the way home, i imagine again that she is helping her mum preparing dinner... washing vege etc... i felt jealous in a way... coz i dun even had a chance to do that with my mum but i can still remember those days when i were the only one in the house with my mummy when i was small... DEAR, i felt relieved that you today never meet me and went out coz if you had done that, you wont had the chance to help ur mum with plastic bags and prepare dinner ^_^ and dun say sorry coz i really understand how it works for you... eh ya today cmpb guy LOL what the F lor.. when i reach there, i thought its gonna be "plz come again tml as the person that you need to attain is not here"... instead, he say,:" i ask you go home again today, i also very pai seh." i was like luckily you know.. haha ya after he look through my letter, he ask a medic to come in and...and..~~~TAKE BLOOD FROM ME!! haha i was like oh! really ah? haha i would happy to be suck haha after he took one tube of blood from me, i ask him whether this is the end of it ad he says yes haha then i was like sian le then he say u sian ar? one more tube for you? haha then i say haha dun wan LOL after that its aready 4pm+++ and i was very tired Zzz but when i was on the way home, i called one of my "oldest" fren who i knew for a decade and even more than that... play had been playing together since kindergarden... i called him and when he pick up the call, he was shock haha coz we nearly one whole year never see each other le... hmm the he ask me out as usual like last time lor then i was like hmm ok lor... haiz after i met him, i found out tha he is just the same old him but this time...WORSE... i dun really know how to say le haiz...he even kana chooppped by knife whileis was rioting...to be informal, pit zui... coz i'm quite close to his parent but long time never see them also... haiz i'm so worry for them as in parent to my shoes lor...haiz..anyway we are fren and will be fren 4ever no matter what... aaron you got my back ya!! since 1990!! got home from amk about 830pm...and watch 9pm show on chn8 virturely with deardear...haiz after that, we played online game awhile and we went to bathe...came back and called dear and we are..yes we are chatting now haha got to blog some other time bye for now!1 dear i'm soo miss you now...haven been seeing you for 2 full days le....
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LovE zhuzhu 4ever!!
Thursday, June 21, 2007 | 11:35 AM | Top today was our 2nd month... instead of going out, we stay at home be coz she could not come out and be coz of that, we went out to celebrate on monday... we went to Escape theme park and really had loads of fun there but a bit boring also coz some of my favourite rides were closed and we was like WA SIAN haha never coz we still did enjoy ourselves badly haha we went out on tuesday also to meet one of dear's good fren and its name is Terry... and we went to cineleisure E-maX to play.. after that, dear ask us whether wanna go her hse there and play cards and we agree and so we went and met another dear's good fren and its name is Alvin... when we reach there, we play asshole tai di haha and really enjoy much... too bad, time dun spare us... about 11pm, cK, evon, terry and alvin went home... coz i'm gong to pasir ris park to find tiger for some fishing activity as promised so dear see me to the bus stop where i can take bus to pasir ris... i was so sad then... feel like being with dear for little while more but haiz...
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Friday, June 15, 2007 | 11:45 PM | Top today wake up later than usual... met hengky 3pm at suntec then went to marina square chapter2 for hair cuts and some highlights... we were sooo tired that we nearly fall asleep in the shop haha luckily i got dear accompany me chat on phone but poor hengky... his hair was abused by a hair stylist there and cant really sleep too coz i did told him that if you really fall asleep, i'll cut bald for you wahaha... but he did close his eyes for awhile and i never really do something on him actually haha... its was about 5:15pm until everything was finished, we went to a food court there for our "luncH" but it look more like dinner le haha coz i have yet taken my lunch and hengky dinner haha after we had finished our meal, we decided to go home... we were walking towards the bus stop but not until we realise something... the bus that we are going to take LOL first bus is 1933hrs Zzz we decided to take other bus so we walk to the other bus stop... this time i realise something that hengky dunno... its that i brought him walking merry go round the whole marina square then reach suntec conventional hall... i was like Zzz what the hell... haha but i keep quiet LOL... too tired and doze off till i reach my destination which i HOME swEEt HoME! haha go online once i reach home and look for dear.... hmm dear, i just want to tell you that i will try my very best to give you anything you want... but one day if you found a guy better than me... will you let go my hand? whatever your decision maybe, i'll always stand by you...LovE you~~~0035hrs/12:35am
Wednesday, June 13, 2007 | 1:54 AM | Top first of all, thank dear for my blog's new face haha i really love my new blog a lot as it means both of us a lot more then YOU people think wahaha no one can ever stop us... dear just wanna tell you somthing... though its just plain words but i'll show you physically as days passes... I REALLY LOVE YOU A LOT YOU KNOW THAT?!?! and you are the only gal that let me felt soo much love... k la i'll continue in the part 2....haiz...today i overslept... suppose to reach dear house by 10am but i woke up at 10am instead LOL... when i reach there, its already 11am and it was raining like one kind Zzz... i messege dear and told her that to bring an umbrella coz of that stupid rain and stupid de me... we then went to serangoon central for our "breakfast" but it seems to be lunch already haha... anyway, after our meal, i brought dear to my house and sleep for 2hour plus then we went to evon's auntie house there to play badminton... LOL guess what... no court for us and erm.. we did played badminton for awhile and was force to stop coz its too windy le...haiz we went to play playground instead haha lots of running and climbing for me today haha but it was really fun to play with cK, evon and most importantly..my dear!! we went home about 6pm plus but i reach home about 8:30pm due to the bus driver driving like a turtle Zzz sian...BORING!!! i am too tired today and my mood started to change... dear i'm really sorry if i did say something nasty but my mood suddenly change you know?? i hated myself more then anything... no much complain.. its just that i wanna be with you, play with you, talk with you and erm... ai ya anything la just to be with you and can be with you can le... i dun ask for much... did i say something?? dear why you suddenly soo quiet? i ask myself this when we were paying 02jam... then my mood started to become even more and more sianzz... dear, do you remember me saying something? "dun be blur... coz if you blur i also blur" this means that if one of us mood changes, the other mood changes too and this mean that we did really care for each other a lot and i dun want this to happen again... sorry sorry sorry sorry soryys sorry sorry osrury!! <<<
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Sunday, June 10, 2007 | 9:32 PM | Top it is been more then ten years since this feeling long gone till now... knowing that someone important to you will be leaving you even for awhile and will miss her very much... emptiness is a feeling that i hated my entire life... i've been denying things my entire life and that pushes me forward till now... lying to myself this and that but actually... i'm just like a kid; a kid that cannot grow up to be a real man... but when things starts to get real personnal, before i realise it, i've changed... split personnalities that i had had been destroying me for a long time but part of me had been controlling it... i dun know what i had become but i hope i had a future to hold and i only know that i have a future to hold... i dun really what i'm saying now... head spins like one kind... blog later...
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Friday, June 8, 2007 | 3:10 PM | Top today was disturbed by mich haha by the way, no complain just plain talking about what happen today haha... i go to my computer and found out that dear have not yet wake up so i go play 02jam till 1430hr... and had a tea lunch at home with my mum and auntie... after they went out, i switch on my television and watch awhile till dear awake haha by the way, she have not yet reply and dunno what is she doing now as i want to bath now... later meeting my dear at harbour front and will be playing badminton today with yvonne, cK and maybe mich at cK house there...and dear of course haha... sooo miss dear now... gonna bathe now and prepare for later event... hmm BYEZZ!!! dear, i know that you are eager to see me too!! haha 2hrs+ from now you will see me and i'm gonna see your cute face again!! cya then!! matta ne!!! saYonAra!!!1518hrs/ 3:18pm
Sunday, June 3, 2007 | 8:01 PM | Top dunno how to explain my feeling right now... its like tears keep drop and stop, drop and stop for the pass 2 hrs or so... the sadness in my heart keep on calling me but i just keep denying it... miss dear so much now but she is sleeping like a pig now haha!! today morning 1130am when i was sleeping half way, cK sms me and i wake up... he did that intentionally to wake me up de ARGH!!!!Zzz after that, i go play 02jam and wait for dear to wake up... about 230pm, dear online and we chat and found out that cK also sms her the same time when he sms me LOL some more before that, dear was also been anoyed by evon earlier this morning... forget that.... dear told me that she had exam on the coming wednesday and i'm very worry for her as she have not yet started reading her books and stuff haha anyway dear, jia you ok!!... later the afternoon, dear and i played Gunz online haha we play and had fun till she feel tired and eventually go sleep and left me alone sobs!! hmm never mind but i'm so bored now and just keep on listening to song and think about dear haha!! liyan, i'm so miss you now!! Arhg!!!8:26pm
practically i have been spending the weekend with my zhuzhu hehe and i have to say both thanks and sorry... lots of thing happen since wednesday and it was like hell to dear and me... i was so heart broken when i saw her scar wrist... felt so useless then... she is having some problems that i cant really help much and something about third party thingy hits her rock bottom... but end up we made each other a promise, that cant be broken no matter what... dear, i'll do my job well and u also must ok? if not, we will bleed de okaez!?!? when we are not together, our love was being tested but when we are together as one, our love are definate... hehe thursday night i meet up with cK for dinner and for some frog catching activity but actually, we cought only one frog haha but it was for experiment only...after that we got home while cK was at my house that night, we laugh and joke quite a lot and sleep quite late too... i went to bed right after i finish chatting with dear on phone and it was about 0230hr but for ck i think he k'o at about 6++7am like that haha... about 11am, dear break into my house and rape me wahaha i'm kidding la... she just came in and kissed me heehe it was so suprise that i let her saw me sleeping like a child she said LOL...haha anyway, that day we did not do much because it was raining... its about 6pm we meet mich and evon... cK, evon, dear and i decided to go bugis for dinner while mich went home haha see dear off at about 10pm++ right after dinner... saturday which is today! haha dear wake up early and come my house, we had lunch together there hehe... after lunch, i quickly pack my thing and set off to cK house as we had decided to go for some swimming today hehe after we reach cK house, we waited evon for almost an hour at cK house hehe in the mean while, dear and i was sleeping at his house... too tired thats why haha!! we set right after evon reach cK house and eventually reach the hougang swimming complex as plan haha... we had fun there and leave quite early for our dinner... we reach this kopitiam and had our dinner haha... we play "taidi" for awhile and and went home... i see deardear home then went home alone sobs haha anyway i love to do this everyday and it wont end till the day i die and it had already became a habit to me... hehe thats all for today... the time now is 0218hr... gotta call dear now hehe bye!!! LoVe YoU!! nOw AnD FoReVeR!! YaNg_JuNwEi("v")Ng_LiiYaNn!!!
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Saturday, June 30, 2007 | 8:31 PM | Top ...my second blog today lol... haha dear i finally cool myself down... coz i'm still very hot now... just now when i thought i was late, i rush here and there just to prepare for later meeting with frens but in the end... my fren told me that no need meet already coz he quarrel with his gf... i was like what the hell... i waxed my hair le leh... argh!! never mind... i called dear as she told me to and wwe chat awhile haha he saod that she was hot too LOL there this generator beside her and i cant really hear what was she telling me that beside this generator got something there that cause corbon monoxide... i was think LOL smoking indirectly? wahaha we chat for awhile till 7pm and she went back for her training and i was haiz... i wish that today we could just went out for movie instead haha anyway, she was in this big event and i understand coz i ALSO WANNA JOIN haha i wish that i could have join ite machperson...Zzz haiz after knowing that my fren is not gonna meet me, i came home, sit down at the sof...moodless...motionless...thinking about dear!! zhuzhu wahaha damn sian lor...today saturday yet no show to watch... LOL i hate media'coprs...they sux to the very core of singapore... shows keep repeating and repeating... anyway...dunno whether later going meet ck or pw or not... sian... pratically waiting for dear thats all... though i'm boring but in my heart i know that i'm not alone... i'm feel content le...
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enjoying with dear this week but not weekend...we went to chalet and erm... can say its not that enjoyable one but i can get to see dear wake up every morning in the arms of mine...that feel so great and happy...but now, after the chalet got to sleep alone with my bolster...haiz... dear can we protect this happiness? will this happiness eventually come to an end?? will our love over come every difficulties we face? dear..the answer will come in the future if we can pull this through...hope that we are still together by then.... 3days and 2nights for the chalet... practically going there watch free movie, one day arcade and an hour of counter strike...up till now i still miss the coco crunch and the cup noodles that dear bought for the both of us... hmm maybe later i go by coco crunch and milk haha by the way its already 3:30pm/1530hrs in the afternoon le...i still have not yet taken my breakfast and ...lunch LOL i called dear once i wake up coz she ask me to help remind her something...haha and i got to know that i cant pick her up today AS I DUN HAVE ANY VEHICLE and there is bus to send her back to the meeting venue and then her parents is picking her up coz I DUN OWN ANY VEHICLE LOL this is shitty man wahaha joking gal! dun get angry LOL...navy dun want me...family no money and i got no saving so i have to start from scretch...and its gonna be double hardwork for me!! wahaha i like it! coz its not for myself but the both of us de future...i just wish i could had a simple life but to have that, first i must be self respondsible and be more mature!! yay! i'm a man LOL...anyway i'm quite "emo" today and dunno what to do...other missing dear and feel like hug her more then ever, stress about dunoo what to do... laziness is gonna kill me!! haha that is for sure... no point saying haha coz i have to put it into words and prove it to others that ..hey! junwei can actually do it de!! right?? haha yesterday went to chum chum with dear and ck to have our dinner... haha things there were nice but expensive haha anyway i dun think that cup of sugar cane worth 3bucks lor...i make my self also less than 3bucks and i can make dunno how many cups for 3bucks lor...haha feel so great and happy when i'm with dear but when i'm alone i feel so sad...haiz what to do to stop this immaturaty of mine?? haha i dun wanna stop coz if i stop doing something, i might lose something in return...hmm but i have never try how i know... LOL maybe my next life is gonna be a sheep LOL dear wahaha i really become meehhh haha!!! anyway dear, i wanna say a big sorry...i'll ty to be a better person and a BIG thank you for what you had done for me so far...ok!! i trust and belive every word that comes out from your mouth...and i LoVe YoU too!! meh("v")zhu hehe3:54pm/1554hrs
Sunday, June 24, 2007 | 2:46 AM | Top today is very shag and tired for me...yesterday night slept around 3am and then wake up at 6am this morning for the community work... collecting newspaper and old clothings... we spent about 3hour together with my friends doing that and went home straight and when i reach home, its already 11:30am++...diden even rest, i ate things bought from my auntie and i was like wa! sian la...coz the mushroom mince meat noodle she bought from punggol plaza de is just too oily, other than that, its just a plain one...with no taste...meet friends about 3pm at bugis...then walk to suntec and then marina...wow today's main event is: NDP time"mee" wahaha...if you were there, you will surely say something like:"haiz...if my gf/bf were here with me to see this...."anyway i watch it with one of my friends while waiting for my dear dear haha we met her about 9pm and we went to have dinner and went home...today is really exceptionally shag lor...tired haiz!! ALSO!!! dear! i'll still love you!!! MUACK!!!2:59am/0259hrs
Saturday, June 23, 2007 | 2:35 AM | Top today should wake early meet dear but end up wake up 2hrs later... after we meet up, went to buy take away from kopitiam and go my house eat and slack... we watch some shows and went to meet ck, evon, her brother and alvin at this particular LaN shop to play some games...after that, we decided to have dinner together and after that, we went home... its already about 1130pm when i got home... play some games and now chatting with dear le..haha tomorrow might be sick...dear! you got me ok!! i LovE you!!
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Friday, June 22, 2007 | 12:14 AM | Top there is only one word can descibe todays feeling and that is "boring"... haven been seeing dear for 2 days le plus today went to CMPB alone AND we stop msg each other for almost one whole day LOL anyway when i'm on my way to cmpb, i kept thinking of dear... imagine that she is helping her mum with loads of plastic bag and what is inside? the ingredients for the dinner... when she msg me telling me that she is helping her mum preparing dinner, instead of resting in the bus while i was on the way home, i imagine again that she is helping her mum preparing dinner... washing vege etc... i felt jealous in a way... coz i dun even had a chance to do that with my mum but i can still remember those days when i were the only one in the house with my mummy when i was small... DEAR, i felt relieved that you today never meet me and went out coz if you had done that, you wont had the chance to help ur mum with plastic bags and prepare dinner ^_^ and dun say sorry coz i really understand how it works for you... eh ya today cmpb guy LOL what the F lor.. when i reach there, i thought its gonna be "plz come again tml as the person that you need to attain is not here"... instead, he say,:" i ask you go home again today, i also very pai seh." i was like luckily you know.. haha ya after he look through my letter, he ask a medic to come in and...and..~~~TAKE BLOOD FROM ME!! haha i was like oh! really ah? haha i would happy to be suck haha after he took one tube of blood from me, i ask him whether this is the end of it ad he says yes haha then i was like sian le then he say u sian ar? one more tube for you? haha then i say haha dun wan LOL after that its aready 4pm+++ and i was very tired Zzz but when i was on the way home, i called one of my "oldest" fren who i knew for a decade and even more than that... play had been playing together since kindergarden... i called him and when he pick up the call, he was shock haha coz we nearly one whole year never see each other le... hmm the he ask me out as usual like last time lor then i was like hmm ok lor... haiz after i met him, i found out tha he is just the same old him but this time...WORSE... i dun really know how to say le haiz...he even kana chooppped by knife whileis was rioting...to be informal, pit zui... coz i'm quite close to his parent but long time never see them also... haiz i'm so worry for them as in parent to my shoes lor...haiz..anyway we are fren and will be fren 4ever no matter what... aaron you got my back ya!! since 1990!! got home from amk about 830pm...and watch 9pm show on chn8 virturely with deardear...haiz after that, we played online game awhile and we went to bathe...came back and called dear and we are..yes we are chatting now haha got to blog some other time bye for now!1 dear i'm soo miss you now...haven been seeing you for 2 full days le....
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LovE zhuzhu 4ever!!
Thursday, June 21, 2007 | 11:35 AM | Top today was our 2nd month... instead of going out, we stay at home be coz she could not come out and be coz of that, we went out to celebrate on monday... we went to Escape theme park and really had loads of fun there but a bit boring also coz some of my favourite rides were closed and we was like WA SIAN haha never coz we still did enjoy ourselves badly haha we went out on tuesday also to meet one of dear's good fren and its name is Terry... and we went to cineleisure E-maX to play.. after that, dear ask us whether wanna go her hse there and play cards and we agree and so we went and met another dear's good fren and its name is Alvin... when we reach there, we play asshole tai di haha and really enjoy much... too bad, time dun spare us... about 11pm, cK, evon, terry and alvin went home... coz i'm gong to pasir ris park to find tiger for some fishing activity as promised so dear see me to the bus stop where i can take bus to pasir ris... i was so sad then... feel like being with dear for little while more but haiz...
1157hrs/ 11:57am
Friday, June 15, 2007 | 11:45 PM | Top today wake up later than usual... met hengky 3pm at suntec then went to marina square chapter2 for hair cuts and some highlights... we were sooo tired that we nearly fall asleep in the shop haha luckily i got dear accompany me chat on phone but poor hengky... his hair was abused by a hair stylist there and cant really sleep too coz i did told him that if you really fall asleep, i'll cut bald for you wahaha... but he did close his eyes for awhile and i never really do something on him actually haha... its was about 5:15pm until everything was finished, we went to a food court there for our "luncH" but it look more like dinner le haha coz i have yet taken my lunch and hengky dinner haha after we had finished our meal, we decided to go home... we were walking towards the bus stop but not until we realise something... the bus that we are going to take LOL first bus is 1933hrs Zzz we decided to take other bus so we walk to the other bus stop... this time i realise something that hengky dunno... its that i brought him walking merry go round the whole marina square then reach suntec conventional hall... i was like Zzz what the hell... haha but i keep quiet LOL... too tired and doze off till i reach my destination which i HOME swEEt HoME! haha go online once i reach home and look for dear.... hmm dear, i just want to tell you that i will try my very best to give you anything you want... but one day if you found a guy better than me... will you let go my hand? whatever your decision maybe, i'll always stand by you...LovE you~~~0035hrs/12:35am
Wednesday, June 13, 2007 | 1:54 AM | Top first of all, thank dear for my blog's new face haha i really love my new blog a lot as it means both of us a lot more then YOU people think wahaha no one can ever stop us... dear just wanna tell you somthing... though its just plain words but i'll show you physically as days passes... I REALLY LOVE YOU A LOT YOU KNOW THAT?!?! and you are the only gal that let me felt soo much love... k la i'll continue in the part 2....haiz...today i overslept... suppose to reach dear house by 10am but i woke up at 10am instead LOL... when i reach there, its already 11am and it was raining like one kind Zzz... i messege dear and told her that to bring an umbrella coz of that stupid rain and stupid de me... we then went to serangoon central for our "breakfast" but it seems to be lunch already haha... anyway, after our meal, i brought dear to my house and sleep for 2hour plus then we went to evon's auntie house there to play badminton... LOL guess what... no court for us and erm.. we did played badminton for awhile and was force to stop coz its too windy le...haiz we went to play playground instead haha lots of running and climbing for me today haha but it was really fun to play with cK, evon and most importantly..my dear!! we went home about 6pm plus but i reach home about 8:30pm due to the bus driver driving like a turtle Zzz sian...BORING!!! i am too tired today and my mood started to change... dear i'm really sorry if i did say something nasty but my mood suddenly change you know?? i hated myself more then anything... no much complain.. its just that i wanna be with you, play with you, talk with you and erm... ai ya anything la just to be with you and can be with you can le... i dun ask for much... did i say something?? dear why you suddenly soo quiet? i ask myself this when we were paying 02jam... then my mood started to become even more and more sianzz... dear, do you remember me saying something? "dun be blur... coz if you blur i also blur" this means that if one of us mood changes, the other mood changes too and this mean that we did really care for each other a lot and i dun want this to happen again... sorry sorry sorry sorry soryys sorry sorry osrury!! <<<
0219hrs/ 2:19am
Sunday, June 10, 2007 | 9:32 PM | Top it is been more then ten years since this feeling long gone till now... knowing that someone important to you will be leaving you even for awhile and will miss her very much... emptiness is a feeling that i hated my entire life... i've been denying things my entire life and that pushes me forward till now... lying to myself this and that but actually... i'm just like a kid; a kid that cannot grow up to be a real man... but when things starts to get real personnal, before i realise it, i've changed... split personnalities that i had had been destroying me for a long time but part of me had been controlling it... i dun know what i had become but i hope i had a future to hold and i only know that i have a future to hold... i dun really what i'm saying now... head spins like one kind... blog later...
2204hrs/ 10:04pm
Friday, June 8, 2007 | 3:10 PM | Top today was disturbed by mich haha by the way, no complain just plain talking about what happen today haha... i go to my computer and found out that dear have not yet wake up so i go play 02jam till 1430hr... and had a tea lunch at home with my mum and auntie... after they went out, i switch on my television and watch awhile till dear awake haha by the way, she have not yet reply and dunno what is she doing now as i want to bath now... later meeting my dear at harbour front and will be playing badminton today with yvonne, cK and maybe mich at cK house there...and dear of course haha... sooo miss dear now... gonna bathe now and prepare for later event... hmm BYEZZ!!! dear, i know that you are eager to see me too!! haha 2hrs+ from now you will see me and i'm gonna see your cute face again!! cya then!! matta ne!!! saYonAra!!!1518hrs/ 3:18pm
Sunday, June 3, 2007 | 8:01 PM | Top dunno how to explain my feeling right now... its like tears keep drop and stop, drop and stop for the pass 2 hrs or so... the sadness in my heart keep on calling me but i just keep denying it... miss dear so much now but she is sleeping like a pig now haha!! today morning 1130am when i was sleeping half way, cK sms me and i wake up... he did that intentionally to wake me up de ARGH!!!!Zzz after that, i go play 02jam and wait for dear to wake up... about 230pm, dear online and we chat and found out that cK also sms her the same time when he sms me LOL some more before that, dear was also been anoyed by evon earlier this morning... forget that.... dear told me that she had exam on the coming wednesday and i'm very worry for her as she have not yet started reading her books and stuff haha anyway dear, jia you ok!!... later the afternoon, dear and i played Gunz online haha we play and had fun till she feel tired and eventually go sleep and left me alone sobs!! hmm never mind but i'm so bored now and just keep on listening to song and think about dear haha!! liyan, i'm so miss you now!! Arhg!!!8:26pm
practically i have been spending the weekend with my zhuzhu hehe and i have to say both thanks and sorry... lots of thing happen since wednesday and it was like hell to dear and me... i was so heart broken when i saw her scar wrist... felt so useless then... she is having some problems that i cant really help much and something about third party thingy hits her rock bottom... but end up we made each other a promise, that cant be broken no matter what... dear, i'll do my job well and u also must ok? if not, we will bleed de okaez!?!? when we are not together, our love was being tested but when we are together as one, our love are definate... hehe thursday night i meet up with cK for dinner and for some frog catching activity but actually, we cought only one frog haha but it was for experiment only...after that we got home while cK was at my house that night, we laugh and joke quite a lot and sleep quite late too... i went to bed right after i finish chatting with dear on phone and it was about 0230hr but for ck i think he k'o at about 6++7am like that haha... about 11am, dear break into my house and rape me wahaha i'm kidding la... she just came in and kissed me heehe it was so suprise that i let her saw me sleeping like a child she said LOL...haha anyway, that day we did not do much because it was raining... its about 6pm we meet mich and evon... cK, evon, dear and i decided to go bugis for dinner while mich went home haha see dear off at about 10pm++ right after dinner... saturday which is today! haha dear wake up early and come my house, we had lunch together there hehe... after lunch, i quickly pack my thing and set off to cK house as we had decided to go for some swimming today hehe after we reach cK house, we waited evon for almost an hour at cK house hehe in the mean while, dear and i was sleeping at his house... too tired thats why haha!! we set right after evon reach cK house and eventually reach the hougang swimming complex as plan haha... we had fun there and leave quite early for our dinner... we reach this kopitiam and had our dinner haha... we play "taidi" for awhile and and went home... i see deardear home then went home alone sobs haha anyway i love to do this everyday and it wont end till the day i die and it had already became a habit to me... hehe thats all for today... the time now is 0218hr... gotta call dear now hehe bye!!! LoVe YoU!! nOw AnD FoReVeR!! YaNg_JuNwEi("v")Ng_LiiYaNn!!!
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