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Sunday, November 15, 2009 | 4:05 AM | Top my birthday is coming and yet its like just another simple day...if i could, i will turn back time and tell him/her that how special they are and to mane the mistake that i've made in the future which is the "today"...but well its too late now...its not the usual me anymore too...though i keep on saying that i'll do this and that but its like always end up swallowing back my own words and rot there...just when will i forget about going into a relationship... haiz zzz why must i keep on thinking about going into it?? why why why?? well if i know, i won't be here anymore i guess...and well i've just made myself a fool again...is love that so important?? why not money?? can someone tell me? though i know the answer on the surface but i just cant bare to admit the truth...still thinking that i owe ppl quite a lot of things and i have to return but the problem is...how to...*scratching head*...
well well well...come back to today's event so call dota team outing but its just a normal outing...the "stars" are Elroy, Boo Teck, Qing(hengky's big bro) and of coz...me...4 of us went to marina square de yaki & yuki for buffet...after that we went to play pool for a few hour since our show starts at 1215mn...and so we decided to play a bit...then went to 7-11 to buy cigarette and a can of alcohol which i drank last time...its like the long can type of red bull can and its black in color and its 10%...i belive that i blog about it be4 like i went to the same place and bought the same drink and then sat down by the esplanade to emo that time haha...just one can of that can make one "ma bo" already so i belive if u drink a few can of that, u might find urself waking up in the middle of nowhere somehow lol...ya...after a few sticks, finished that can of drink, we went to second floor de starbuck to slack awhile....about 11.30pm, we went to arcade and i play maximum tune...then the show lor...now still bloggin about these shit and yet i cant SLP!!! WHY?? coz later i'm booking in for some kennel washing ZZZ well got to see my EMIR for the last time why not? haha luckily i'm not drunk if not i sure cant take it and fall aslp...haiz shit...the urge of hugging is coming again zzz wa lau sound like some maniac psychotic freak already lor zzz of coz la...if u ppl think dirty then it will make it sounds dirty la...so plz think positively...
i'm already trying very hard to lie and bluff to myself but it seems like its all futile...i'm indeed a weak fella...even doing baiting, i injured my right arm...nearly dislocate my whole arm and my knee cap is feeling pain again...**** !!! and as a best trainee, i find myself to be a simple soldiers and so i hope that the high ranking officer will treat me like a normal human being but not like keep calling me "best trainee"...its damn irritating la...coz wad? emotional impact plus physically crippled and still want to torture me?? ah plz...haiz even if that's the case, all i can do is suck thumb thats why i'm still a living thing till now and that's how i live my BMT days...i'm a fake tough guy actually...
sorry ah...type a lot again and saying nonsense coz i really have nth better to do...feeling shag but cant slp coz later still got to book in...but i think i will be playing my psp till then bah coz the more i type, the more nonsense i'm going to type...till next time...its not me its not me ITS NOT ME!!!
SUnday, 15th November 09 blog @ 0439hrs
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Sunday, November 15, 2009 | 4:05 AM | Top my birthday is coming and yet its like just another simple day...if i could, i will turn back time and tell him/her that how special they are and to mane the mistake that i've made in the future which is the "today"...but well its too late now...its not the usual me anymore too...though i keep on saying that i'll do this and that but its like always end up swallowing back my own words and rot there...just when will i forget about going into a relationship... haiz zzz why must i keep on thinking about going into it?? why why why?? well if i know, i won't be here anymore i guess...and well i've just made myself a fool again...is love that so important?? why not money?? can someone tell me? though i know the answer on the surface but i just cant bare to admit the truth...still thinking that i owe ppl quite a lot of things and i have to return but the problem is...how to...*scratching head*...
well well well...come back to today's event so call dota team outing but its just a normal outing...the "stars" are Elroy, Boo Teck, Qing(hengky's big bro) and of coz...me...4 of us went to marina square de yaki & yuki for buffet...after that we went to play pool for a few hour since our show starts at 1215mn...and so we decided to play a bit...then went to 7-11 to buy cigarette and a can of alcohol which i drank last time...its like the long can type of red bull can and its black in color and its 10%...i belive that i blog about it be4 like i went to the same place and bought the same drink and then sat down by the esplanade to emo that time haha...just one can of that can make one "ma bo" already so i belive if u drink a few can of that, u might find urself waking up in the middle of nowhere somehow lol...ya...after a few sticks, finished that can of drink, we went to second floor de starbuck to slack awhile....about 11.30pm, we went to arcade and i play maximum tune...then the show lor...now still bloggin about these shit and yet i cant SLP!!! WHY?? coz later i'm booking in for some kennel washing ZZZ well got to see my EMIR for the last time why not? haha luckily i'm not drunk if not i sure cant take it and fall aslp...haiz shit...the urge of hugging is coming again zzz wa lau sound like some maniac psychotic freak already lor zzz of coz la...if u ppl think dirty then it will make it sounds dirty la...so plz think positively...
i'm already trying very hard to lie and bluff to myself but it seems like its all futile...i'm indeed a weak fella...even doing baiting, i injured my right arm...nearly dislocate my whole arm and my knee cap is feeling pain again...**** !!! and as a best trainee, i find myself to be a simple soldiers and so i hope that the high ranking officer will treat me like a normal human being but not like keep calling me "best trainee"...its damn irritating la...coz wad? emotional impact plus physically crippled and still want to torture me?? ah plz...haiz even if that's the case, all i can do is suck thumb thats why i'm still a living thing till now and that's how i live my BMT days...i'm a fake tough guy actually...
sorry ah...type a lot again and saying nonsense coz i really have nth better to do...feeling shag but cant slp coz later still got to book in...but i think i will be playing my psp till then bah coz the more i type, the more nonsense i'm going to type...till next time...its not me its not me ITS NOT ME!!!
SUnday, 15th November 09 blog @ 0439hrs
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