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Home Links Music Playlist at MixPod.com Tagboard	Friday, October 9, 2009 \| 5:33 PM \| Top yo I'm back...this field camp is...tiring for me haiz i think the reason is lack of exercise :P anyway today i got to book out early and here i am...reach home at around 4 pm plus... well i guess this week I'm gonna be bored but well this is the time i get my rest :) but will still miss the night activity...Cindy they all are going to msia and I'm taking a break off from Elroy lol...this weekend I'm simply quite lonely...dunno why this week i keep dreaming about we patching up and always end up waking myself up half way through my sleep...its like having heart attack and being erm well too emotional i shud say for this week...but no matter what, after today, there will always be a tomorrow and what I've done will be yesterday and I'm so scared of what will happen next to me again...had been in lots of accident and carelessness this week...hell for me...all of my platoon mate had been telling me that I'm not as focus as it used to me the pass weeks...maybe I'm restless bah...coz uncle need more rest u know? haha and ya hope that Ck's tml most important date will come true and a happiest one for him :) well ck, no matter what there's always disappointment... but whatever it may be, if you know that you had done your best... it will be okay.... but if it turns out to be a good day and no disappointment... all the best to you then :) ya! haha my mum just came over with our lunch box brought over from punggol that my aunt cooked and dine together...after that, i went to play my guitar...i guess its out of tune and so i went to tune my guitar...and its like !! all my string are out of tune like one kind haha! but i have tuned it back and sound alright now haha...and guess what...i still cant even play a song yet...can only play half way but could not concentrate on the song la haha! sian no time to practice and is like rusty liaoz...and ya also hope that i can get to meet Bala(my snoooker instructor and also my previous unit platoon mate) and play snooker with him again :) hmm no matter what i got to tell myself that she's not here anymore...why every time i thought that i can but ended up all went wrong...what's wrong with me?? haiz Friday, 9th October 09 blog@1825hrs	Friday, October 9, 2009 \| 5:33 PM \| Top yo I'm back...this field camp is...tiring for me haiz i think the reason is lack of exercise :P anyway today i got to book out early and here i am...reach home at around 4 pm plus... well i guess this week I'm gonna be bored but well this is the time i get my rest :) but will still miss the night activity...Cindy they all are going to msia and I'm taking a break off from Elroy lol...this weekend I'm simply quite lonely...dunno why this week i keep dreaming about we patching up and always end up waking myself up half way through my sleep...its like having heart attack and being erm well too emotional i shud say for this week...but no matter what, after today, there will always be a tomorrow and what I've done will be yesterday and I'm so scared of what will happen next to me again...had been in lots of accident and carelessness this week...hell for me...all of my platoon mate had been telling me that I'm not as focus as it used to me the pass weeks...maybe I'm restless bah...coz uncle need more rest u know? haha and ya hope that Ck's tml most important date will come true and a happiest one for him :) well ck, no matter what there's always disappointment... but whatever it may be, if you know that you had done your best... it will be okay.... but if it turns out to be a good day and no disappointment... all the best to you then :) ya! haha my mum just came over with our lunch box brought over from punggol that my aunt cooked and dine together...after that, i went to play my guitar...i guess its out of tune and so i went to tune my guitar...and its like !! all my string are out of tune like one kind haha! but i have tuned it back and sound alright now haha...and guess what...i still cant even play a song yet...can only play half way but could not concentrate on the song la haha! sian no time to practice and is like rusty liaoz...and ya also hope that i can get to meet Bala(my snoooker instructor and also my previous unit platoon mate) and play snooker with him again :) hmm no matter what i got to tell myself that she's not here anymore...why every time i thought that i can but ended up all went wrong...what's wrong with me?? haiz Friday, 9th October 09 blog@1825hrs	About Me Your profile here!	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