yeah! I'm back haha! back from the hectic training and busy schedule this week in camp *sigh* ... practically I've been my platoon IC for almost 2 week due to the current IC incapability zzz i keep shouting here and there...FALL IN NOW! FALL IN PROPERLY! SO THAT IC CAN COUNT STRENGTH! and shouting timing... LEFT LEFT RIGHT LEFT LOL!!! i did count strength from time to time EVEN I"M NOT IC ANYMORE!! haha anyway I'm fine with it coz i like to help here and there plus round around like mad dog also can...coz good performance equal to good compliment...anyway that's my nature for doing things...until that kind of extent till everyone keep saying me garang this and that and starts to push everything to me but there's still some who support me and i thank them...only one of my section is pushing things to me so ya still can handle...but the schedule is tight like ass la...

today shud be booking out after lunch but end up booking out at 8pm zzz still have to volunteer myself to help IC completing his job haha! then one of my fren keep on complaining say wad just go only la IC will do everything and he also complain that he's been sweating like hell...lol anyway i reach home by 10pm and had my dinner and reach bendemeer around 11pm...watch news and download beach haha...play stupid game and just finish watching bleach only...

haha i keep emphasizing that I've become what i can't be right? and so i did...i did something that i used to dun dare to say at all de lor...LOL! i told Cindy that i like her and ask her whether can accept me or not LOL! while waiting for her reply i keep on thinking...shit zzz feels like wrong timing leh...and ya really wrong timing...she did not even reply at all until i msg her that I'm just bring honest with my feeling stuff like this la and if you can't accept i hope that this sudden thing won't scare you off and we are still frens ya...and she finally reply with a yes...quite relief though coz its like at least i tried and i got an answer haha well at least now she know my existence and hope time will bring us together but things might not be that smooth as it might be...dunno la zzz i'm just angry at myself that why i did not do such thing when i got the time with baby(hui shi) zzz damn angry lor...and now she's with another guy and starts to play m.i.a with me again la see Junwei, happy liao la haha! thought part of me keep telling me that now is not the time for any relationship coz i'm really unsure abd doubting what will happen next then...get what i mean? lol but never give it a shot or a try, I'll never know right? maybe scared of rejection? dun think so bah ah~~whatever to this relationship shit...not handsome and no financial also...

haha I'm here yawning already...tml still needs to meet ck out to do his phone and have chit chats with him...and shit lor...dunno when my another 250 buck is coming in...hope it come in fast coz my tempt to get new computer part is there again!! KNS! haha wasting money again...well got to slp now le...nights nights~~

It feel good to be flattered...

It feel good to be commented...

It feel bad when got insulted...

It feel bad when people just ignore you...

Well...

It feel good when you are talking...

It feel good when someone is listening...

It feel better when being console...

And...

Giving up is easier than pushing on...

Picking up something new make you feel refresh...

...

But this whole process will just keep going round and round...

Matter of fact is that how your mind really works...

While I'm marching 24km,

I'll take any opportunity possible to slack down...

Feet hurt...

Arms numb... 

At the point of giving up...

how?

While running 2.4km,

Legs feel tired...

Running out of breathe...

At the point of giving up...

how?

yes...the above phrases are things that we can redo but there's certain things in your life where scenario cant be undo and redo...so why not live the best out of it? ya? whatever things you do, give in all your best and use whatever mean to accomplish it...when you pick up a task, there always a mission...so what's your mission?

Saturday, 3rd October 09

blog@0342hrs

yeah! I'm back haha! back from the hectic training and busy schedule this week in camp *sigh* ... practically I've been my platoon IC for almost 2 week due to the current IC incapability zzz i keep shouting here and there...FALL IN NOW! FALL IN PROPERLY! SO THAT IC CAN COUNT STRENGTH! and shouting timing... LEFT LEFT RIGHT LEFT LOL!!! i did count strength from time to time EVEN I"M NOT IC ANYMORE!! haha anyway I'm fine with it coz i like to help here and there plus round around like mad dog also can...coz good performance equal to good compliment...anyway that's my nature for doing things...until that kind of extent till everyone keep saying me garang this and that and starts to push everything to me but there's still some who support me and i thank them...only one of my section is pushing things to me so ya still can handle...but the schedule is tight like ass la...

today shud be booking out after lunch but end up booking out at 8pm zzz still have to volunteer myself to help IC completing his job haha! then one of my fren keep on complaining say wad just go only la IC will do everything and he also complain that he's been sweating like hell...lol anyway i reach home by 10pm and had my dinner and reach bendemeer around 11pm...watch news and download beach haha...play stupid game and just finish watching bleach only...

haha i keep emphasizing that I've become what i can't be right? and so i did...i did something that i used to dun dare to say at all de lor...LOL! i told Cindy that i like her and ask her whether can accept me or not LOL! while waiting for her reply i keep on thinking...shit zzz feels like wrong timing leh...and ya really wrong timing...she did not even reply at all until i msg her that I'm just bring honest with my feeling stuff like this la and if you can't accept i hope that this sudden thing won't scare you off and we are still frens ya...and she finally reply with a yes...quite relief though coz its like at least i tried and i got an answer haha well at least now she know my existence and hope time will bring us together but things might not be that smooth as it might be...dunno la zzz i'm just angry at myself that why i did not do such thing when i got the time with baby(hui shi) zzz damn angry lor...and now she's with another guy and starts to play m.i.a with me again la see Junwei, happy liao la haha! thought part of me keep telling me that now is not the time for any relationship coz i'm really unsure abd doubting what will happen next then...get what i mean? lol but never give it a shot or a try, I'll never know right? maybe scared of rejection? dun think so bah ah~~whatever to this relationship shit...not handsome and no financial also...

haha I'm here yawning already...tml still needs to meet ck out to do his phone and have chit chats with him...and shit lor...dunno when my another 250 buck is coming in...hope it come in fast coz my tempt to get new computer part is there again!! KNS! haha wasting money again...well got to slp now le...nights nights~~

It feel good to be flattered...

It feel good to be commented...

It feel bad when got insulted...

It feel bad when people just ignore you...

Well...

It feel good when you are talking...

It feel good when someone is listening...

It feel better when being console...

And...

Giving up is easier than pushing on...

Picking up something new make you feel refresh...

...

But this whole process will just keep going round and round...

Matter of fact is that how your mind really works...

While I'm marching 24km,

I'll take any opportunity possible to slack down...

Feet hurt...

Arms numb... 

At the point of giving up...

how?

While running 2.4km,

Legs feel tired...

Running out of breathe...

At the point of giving up...

how?

yes...the above phrases are things that we can redo but there's certain things in your life where scenario cant be undo and redo...so why not live the best out of it? ya? whatever things you do, give in all your best and use whatever mean to accomplish it...when you pick up a task, there always a mission...so what's your mission?

Saturday, 3rd October 09

blog@0342hrs