i've become what i can't be...

Home Links Music Playlist at MixPod.com Tagboard	Saturday, June 6, 2009 \| 2:37 AM \| Top *all i can do now is smoke...* *see puffs of smoke floating away like empty promises i've made...* *will one ever forget the tenderness and gentleness ones gave?...* *its like a privileges that nvr ask for anything in return but just a simple love...* *i can only blame myself for not doing the best in everything...* *maybe she's right; i'm a hypocrite indeed... ~_~;;* *i gave it a try and take upon this responsibility but i failed to do so...* *i felt so rejected afterwards but then i still press on for a purpose...* *but it seems so "double sided blade"...* *i thought that i've thought through but i was wrong...* *had been wondering around for months and i'm just lying to myself...* *i've always known that by lying to myself, i will feel better but thats selfish...* *luckily i nvr play too much and really went over board...* *maybe i'm just trying to find her in her...* *guess i'm right to say that i dun wan to betray this friendship we had now in her...* *she's attached while i'm waiting for them to break ( so impatiently ) is not me...* *i'm so confuse now i think its becoz i just break up with someone and i'm seeing a gal who used to so close to me be4 and is the person who i wanna be...* *sigh...* *i'm just me...* *just when will i stop blogging these...* *i realise that i still miss her very much...* *can i really let go??...* *Saturday, 6th June 09* *blog @ 0325hrs*	Saturday, June 6, 2009 \| 2:37 AM \| Top *all i can do now is smoke...* *see puffs of smoke floating away like empty promises i've made...* *will one ever forget the tenderness and gentleness ones gave?...* *its like a privileges that nvr ask for anything in return but just a simple love...* *i can only blame myself for not doing the best in everything...* *maybe she's right; i'm a hypocrite indeed... ~_~;;* *i gave it a try and take upon this responsibility but i failed to do so...* *i felt so rejected afterwards but then i still press on for a purpose...* *but it seems so "double sided blade"...* *i thought that i've thought through but i was wrong...* *had been wondering around for months and i'm just lying to myself...* *i've always known that by lying to myself, i will feel better but thats selfish...* *luckily i nvr play too much and really went over board...* *maybe i'm just trying to find her in her...* *guess i'm right to say that i dun wan to betray this friendship we had now in her...* *she's attached while i'm waiting for them to break ( so impatiently ) is not me...* *i'm so confuse now i think its becoz i just break up with someone and i'm seeing a gal who used to so close to me be4 and is the person who i wanna be...* *sigh...* *i'm just me...* *just when will i stop blogging these...* *i realise that i still miss her very much...* *can i really let go??...* *Saturday, 6th June 09* *blog @ 0325hrs*	About Me Your profile here!	Affiliates .k a i. . .h i p p o l i c o u s. . .E v o n. . .C k. . .T u l c u S. . .G i N n. . .X i n g y i. . Recent May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 March 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 December 2008 January 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 April 2010 May 2010 July 2010 January 2011 Credits Designer:Little-Miss-Wendy Basecode: X X X Icon:Cyworld	Misc Anything extra goes here.
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