|  Tagboard | Friday, May 1, 2009 | 1:39 AM |  Top  well...just now hui shi and i had a around 2hour plus call... she's going msia to look for her BF :) happy for her... although she's gone for a few days but still miss the day like got ppl msg u and call u to disturb u all that haiz... i know that if i want to go for her now, it would make me the bastard haha so i will just slowly wait but its seems like i'm running out of time coz she's going to marry with her boy next year :( anyway if that realy happen, hope she dun forget to let me know and invite me to their dinner haha WHERE EVER and WHEN EVER haha! i dare to write here coz i find that its an undeniable truth... not before i break up but its after... have lots of doubts with myself also hmm... well i will nvr write everything here so the mystery is up to everyone here to guess though it may create some controversy abt it but haha!! i just like it! coz no one will ever know wad i'm really thinking... wowow dun ever think that u knew me coz this is an ever changing world :) i'm one of the victim too... the changes are so fast that i could not even catch up... i'm old le haha! well its pass 1.30am now... still dunno when then i can slp zzz well :) thats all for today... i will nvr leave the one i love ever again so i will try my best to get her no matter wad wahahaha! i'm such a bastard LOL yea i'm changing LOL haha! idiot...zzz |