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Thursday, May 7, 2009 | 4:26 AM | Top well for tonight its party time again! haha we were discussing abt where to go and came up with a few places like OO(double O), St'James powerhouse, 65 which is at Tanjong Paga area and 72NG...decided to go 72NG again lol...well before that, earlier on morning, slept for only 2hours or less...got a call from hui shi and she was crying very jia lat...ask her whether izzit her bf mistreat her this time but its not...her tummy is in great pain haiz told her lots of time not to eat and go vomit and there she goes...worry for her very much...today i was sooo happy:) around 1pm reach her house company her...well we chat a lot abt our past and present but its more like talking abt our life last time and how we used to be...happy :)...she shared and showed me a lot of her photo...i realise that she has been she's been looking at me all the time but be coz i dun dare to take initiative its like i let go all the chances i have...this is only my assumption but hope its true...when ever i thought that i can forget someone...the person close to me will go away...and going back to my original routine...but for me now right, its really a painful and tormenting time...just a month only...junwei! dun give up! u can do it! i need time now...anyway, we chat all day long till like around 6pm went meet my cousins at abt 7pm...reach there early though so i went out side compass point and slack awhile...smoking and listening to my songs...like i always do...went to Soup Restaurant and had out early celebration for Mother's day :) after dining, we went to walk around...then i decided to leave coz i'm meeting my frens and its going to be very late...met jeff at potong pasir mrt and went to meet the rest of my gang at kallang bahru :)...well we find a table at the nearby kopitiam and had a drink there...and saw some small kid gangster there lol...to me, they are small kid coz i come a long way u know and its my past...no point telling...and ya this is where we discuss where to go and ended up at Shenton Way 72NG again haha...well i thought today i can get my peace there but that thai gal nub just bug onto me...haiz nvm i'll just play my part to make her happy too but its more like i'm down there emoing than entertaining her...see her face...boring...feel like slapping the hell out of her and tell her to WAKE UP LA...she kept lying on my shoulder wa lau its like my shoulder is for u like that...PUi! anyway i let her coz i'm there to enjoy so actually end up hugging her but this time no kiss...really no mood to play with her...i told her that if u got any customer, just go ahead...well she just stick to me...its already like i'm a bf liaoz...she still ask me whether i'm hungry all that and if i'm hungry, she claim that she will cook for me LOL wad a preveilege! but haiz...i still prefer my gf cook for me...so anyway i told her that i'm full...haha well dun wanna say things abt wad i did in 72 le coz its just another repeat story...i got tired of "our" tent and so i msg and ask Ly whether she wan the tent or not coz i think abt it ah her new bf is like out going and so i decided not to keep it but actually to hand over it to her so that she can enjoy while at east coast playing or wadsoever la...dun care anymore...just live a happy life and enjoy while u can...open ur eyes and dun get cheat my guys...haiz dunno why still dun trust any guys out there for her...well its her decision now so ... i just tell myself that i shuden care anymore and if i does, i'll feel more pain...still cant belive the face that she's gone and changed into another person so fast...well for a pro compare to a noob like me...love make a person grow...just hope that the wait for hui shi is worth it...can say that we are much much more closer now...but seeing her happy, its like there's not tml already... haha though i blog abt wad i'm doing now...the fact is that in my eyes now, there's only one gal...to play is another thing coz i'm now enjoying...talking abt Ly here its like a taboo...coz i still feel like i'm a loser in relationship...so yea this is my theory...so if u are saying that i'm flirting now? haha to play outside and to admire the one i like in fact the one i love now between the one i lose a month ago its like a cycle to me and for most of the guys...really coming out to play it will change u a lot but to wad kind of different? that depend on individual...for me, i still know wad am i doing and wont go beyond that line...but contrary i can go beyond that line if i wanted to...well this is not like dunno wad i wan...in fact its like i'm doing wad i wanted thats all...think abt the bad be4 u think abt the good...but i dunno when will i make mistake so i'll use my eyes to see...i'm having a new job again! tml going to interview so much thx to hui shi coz her sister in law is like half a boss and is doing something erm which i dunno...tml go interview then i'll know :) i know him a little so there's no worry abt anything i'll just keep up my good work and this work seems to be promising :p hope i really like it...i wont let any chance slipts away anymore...sick and tired abt it already...do wad i can do before i regret :) and well i've got to do wads best for me right? my philosohy is that some time, for ur own wadsoever reason, u have to be selfish and it really hit it right into my face...so i have to be more evil from now on IF i have to :) Thursday, 7th May 2009blog @ 0434hrs
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Thursday, May 7, 2009 | 4:26 AM | Top well for tonight its party time again! haha we were discussing abt where to go and came up with a few places like OO(double O), St'James powerhouse, 65 which is at Tanjong Paga area and 72NG...decided to go 72NG again lol...well before that, earlier on morning, slept for only 2hours or less...got a call from hui shi and she was crying very jia lat...ask her whether izzit her bf mistreat her this time but its not...her tummy is in great pain haiz told her lots of time not to eat and go vomit and there she goes...worry for her very much...today i was sooo happy:) around 1pm reach her house company her...well we chat a lot abt our past and present but its more like talking abt our life last time and how we used to be...happy :)...she shared and showed me a lot of her photo...i realise that she has been she's been looking at me all the time but be coz i dun dare to take initiative its like i let go all the chances i have...this is only my assumption but hope its true...when ever i thought that i can forget someone...the person close to me will go away...and going back to my original routine...but for me now right, its really a painful and tormenting time...just a month only...junwei! dun give up! u can do it! i need time now...anyway, we chat all day long till like around 6pm went meet my cousins at abt 7pm...reach there early though so i went out side compass point and slack awhile...smoking and listening to my songs...like i always do...went to Soup Restaurant and had out early celebration for Mother's day :) after dining, we went to walk around...then i decided to leave coz i'm meeting my frens and its going to be very late...met jeff at potong pasir mrt and went to meet the rest of my gang at kallang bahru :)...well we find a table at the nearby kopitiam and had a drink there...and saw some small kid gangster there lol...to me, they are small kid coz i come a long way u know and its my past...no point telling...and ya this is where we discuss where to go and ended up at Shenton Way 72NG again haha...well i thought today i can get my peace there but that thai gal nub just bug onto me...haiz nvm i'll just play my part to make her happy too but its more like i'm down there emoing than entertaining her...see her face...boring...feel like slapping the hell out of her and tell her to WAKE UP LA...she kept lying on my shoulder wa lau its like my shoulder is for u like that...PUi! anyway i let her coz i'm there to enjoy so actually end up hugging her but this time no kiss...really no mood to play with her...i told her that if u got any customer, just go ahead...well she just stick to me...its already like i'm a bf liaoz...she still ask me whether i'm hungry all that and if i'm hungry, she claim that she will cook for me LOL wad a preveilege! but haiz...i still prefer my gf cook for me...so anyway i told her that i'm full...haha well dun wanna say things abt wad i did in 72 le coz its just another repeat story...i got tired of "our" tent and so i msg and ask Ly whether she wan the tent or not coz i think abt it ah her new bf is like out going and so i decided not to keep it but actually to hand over it to her so that she can enjoy while at east coast playing or wadsoever la...dun care anymore...just live a happy life and enjoy while u can...open ur eyes and dun get cheat my guys...haiz dunno why still dun trust any guys out there for her...well its her decision now so ... i just tell myself that i shuden care anymore and if i does, i'll feel more pain...still cant belive the face that she's gone and changed into another person so fast...well for a pro compare to a noob like me...love make a person grow...just hope that the wait for hui shi is worth it...can say that we are much much more closer now...but seeing her happy, its like there's not tml already... haha though i blog abt wad i'm doing now...the fact is that in my eyes now, there's only one gal...to play is another thing coz i'm now enjoying...talking abt Ly here its like a taboo...coz i still feel like i'm a loser in relationship...so yea this is my theory...so if u are saying that i'm flirting now? haha to play outside and to admire the one i like in fact the one i love now between the one i lose a month ago its like a cycle to me and for most of the guys...really coming out to play it will change u a lot but to wad kind of different? that depend on individual...for me, i still know wad am i doing and wont go beyond that line...but contrary i can go beyond that line if i wanted to...well this is not like dunno wad i wan...in fact its like i'm doing wad i wanted thats all...think abt the bad be4 u think abt the good...but i dunno when will i make mistake so i'll use my eyes to see...i'm having a new job again! tml going to interview so much thx to hui shi coz her sister in law is like half a boss and is doing something erm which i dunno...tml go interview then i'll know :) i know him a little so there's no worry abt anything i'll just keep up my good work and this work seems to be promising :p hope i really like it...i wont let any chance slipts away anymore...sick and tired abt it already...do wad i can do before i regret :) and well i've got to do wads best for me right? my philosohy is that some time, for ur own wadsoever reason, u have to be selfish and it really hit it right into my face...so i have to be more evil from now on IF i have to :) Thursday, 7th May 2009blog @ 0434hrs
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