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Sunday, May 10, 2009 | 5:33 PM | Top this is my 100th post and my last post...haha then that mean u understands me la? and wad in the hell u care that i pray for someone? well if u wan i will stop today then...u betrayed me and thats the fact and plz dun say anything thats not true...and if by having faith, i cant go anywhere i want izzit be coz its a sin? i still have a life to enjoy and for wad u care? as a fren? lol u said we be fren but i think u r just making be a spare tire LOL thats a real joke...u wan to know why? after all we had been through and u tell me that...alright then...if u think that i dun understand u nvm...seriously..i was thinking that the moment ur parent dun like me, we shud had broken off already why wait till now? its my mistake... really...viewing ur blog makes me want to laugh...no offence though...u keep thinking abt the things that u cant do and u dun even try seriously...u will regret it for the rest of ur life...yes i know u cant thats why u r stuck...u r too young to find a bf unless ur current bf its 25-27 yrs old...belive it or not if u think that in a relationship is all abt love...so wads the love that i've gaven u? izzit nth? u cant wait for me to change and be coz of that, u give up on me half way through...yes i know u r a family gal...well the issue is that i met ur parent too soon...u cant keep things from parent and are stuck in the middle...u left the person who love u most and go for other...u cant wait for him to change and u left just like that...well u aren't special nor fate...u make this choice for ur own good and i can understand...i diden choose u for who u r or wad u r...i choose u coz we all r made for being loved...the keys is returned and the door is closed forever...and ya dun tell me that i dun have the right to emo LOL haha this few days had been busy going around singapore haha from east to south and to erm north lol went east coast for my fren's chalet...and F! was too busy chatting with Mylene till i lost my cigarette and also be coz i haven been slping for 48hrs LOL well she's a funny gal i shud say haha fun to play with i think...zzz it reminds me of Ly haha anyway she is la...went to bout quay ytd for my 15yrs fren/bro's gf birthday celebration...drink a lot yesterday...overall bill 800SGD +++ lol...and i saw someone i shuden had zzz 4get it...well had been at seng kang and puggol area for a reason...just for that special someone i guess...this morning she went to msia le...i really feel happy and sad for this time being around with her...the most happiest day was on Friday, 8th of May :) really very happy...dunno how to explain this happiness...well that morning went to her work place to help her get her pay but her boss is such a bitches...without any slp, went there and get nth zzz but i'm happy though...doing something for the ppl u erm love, is happy~! haiz anyway after i get nth, i decided to leave...sembawang...she called me as usual and had a long chat as usual...she told me that she very hungry and wan to eat so i told her that i ta bao for her and she said ok! haha normally she would say things like nvm la...so the moment when she say ok i was like haha! okok...but end up we meet up for lunch and that make me for happy! wahaha! we had lunch at rivervale mall de long john and we keep chatting haha she also say wanna come my house use my comp coz her house de internet connection had been cut off due to rolling of bills...but end up she nvr come my hosue also coz we were slacking somewhere near her house talking for 2hrs ++ hahA! went to her house and watch Marley and mE together...but end up she fall aslp and i nearly fall aslp coz we had been up for 48hrs lol! just by looking at her...slping "beside" me...haiz the women u love is loving someone else...happy and sad...i was planning something like tell her that i love her while she's slping and then go home then suddenly she wake up...and told me that she nvr really slp...just closing her eye but i hear her snoring leh haha...ah anyway luckily i nvr did wad i planned if not, i really dunno how to clear this mess...i hope she will enjoy her food without vomiting...she had been vomiting food right after a meal...haiz some how i got affected by her...ytd she still can tell me she's eating haha! think its good that i "gave" her somthing and i got something from her as well...coz i lost my appetite of of a sudden and will freaking feel like vomit things out...maybe i drink too much...i had a small wish here...hope that she can be mine one day...just one call and i'll be there thats my promise to her in my heart...she can be the only one but no body else...well am i self centered? nah just being selfish...i got to be selfish to get something...i thought that this philosophy of mine had been sealed by her but it seems like she's the one using it on me and i really had nth to say...i will nvr ask for a patch and patch back if i dun love u...u can keep on thinking that its all my fault and is pushing all the blame but had u really put urself into my shoes? this is everything u wanted but not me...u can get angry coz i dun go as wad u planned so that doesn't mean that i'm not like that...u claim that ur ideal is to give ur bf this and that...but i dun think so...but also that doesn't mean its totally ur fault that i claim...so dun think that i'm pushing all the blames...the one who said break meaning that this person's heart is not here anymore so no meaning askhing her back...and com'on...god wont help a Judas...belive it or not...wad i wan to hear is from u but not god...if u put all ur faith in god, u r a goner already...well i cant say that i'm fully an anti christ...its just that wad u belive...have faith in urself...if u lost faith in ur self or someone else, really...all will be gone in an instant and that change a person's heart as well...although i say that i see signs this and that...i'm just only saying it but its up to ppl's hardwork to see it through...well i'm finally out of the "Difficult Situation" for almost 2yrs...but oh well i'm happy to know u...to be fren now and maybe come back to me in the future? dun make me laugh...if u cant even understand wad i said, u have no right to say me thank u and "god bless"...u sure know how to hate ppl :) hate me for the rest of ur life lorSunday, 10th May 2009blog @ 2020hrs
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Sunday, May 10, 2009 | 5:33 PM | Top this is my 100th post and my last post...haha then that mean u understands me la? and wad in the hell u care that i pray for someone? well if u wan i will stop today then...u betrayed me and thats the fact and plz dun say anything thats not true...and if by having faith, i cant go anywhere i want izzit be coz its a sin? i still have a life to enjoy and for wad u care? as a fren? lol u said we be fren but i think u r just making be a spare tire LOL thats a real joke...u wan to know why? after all we had been through and u tell me that...alright then...if u think that i dun understand u nvm...seriously..i was thinking that the moment ur parent dun like me, we shud had broken off already why wait till now? its my mistake... really...viewing ur blog makes me want to laugh...no offence though...u keep thinking abt the things that u cant do and u dun even try seriously...u will regret it for the rest of ur life...yes i know u cant thats why u r stuck...u r too young to find a bf unless ur current bf its 25-27 yrs old...belive it or not if u think that in a relationship is all abt love...so wads the love that i've gaven u? izzit nth? u cant wait for me to change and be coz of that, u give up on me half way through...yes i know u r a family gal...well the issue is that i met ur parent too soon...u cant keep things from parent and are stuck in the middle...u left the person who love u most and go for other...u cant wait for him to change and u left just like that...well u aren't special nor fate...u make this choice for ur own good and i can understand...i diden choose u for who u r or wad u r...i choose u coz we all r made for being loved...the keys is returned and the door is closed forever...and ya dun tell me that i dun have the right to emo LOL haha this few days had been busy going around singapore haha from east to south and to erm north lol went east coast for my fren's chalet...and F! was too busy chatting with Mylene till i lost my cigarette and also be coz i haven been slping for 48hrs LOL well she's a funny gal i shud say haha fun to play with i think...zzz it reminds me of Ly haha anyway she is la...went to bout quay ytd for my 15yrs fren/bro's gf birthday celebration...drink a lot yesterday...overall bill 800SGD +++ lol...and i saw someone i shuden had zzz 4get it...well had been at seng kang and puggol area for a reason...just for that special someone i guess...this morning she went to msia le...i really feel happy and sad for this time being around with her...the most happiest day was on Friday, 8th of May :) really very happy...dunno how to explain this happiness...well that morning went to her work place to help her get her pay but her boss is such a bitches...without any slp, went there and get nth zzz but i'm happy though...doing something for the ppl u erm love, is happy~! haiz anyway after i get nth, i decided to leave...sembawang...she called me as usual and had a long chat as usual...she told me that she very hungry and wan to eat so i told her that i ta bao for her and she said ok! haha normally she would say things like nvm la...so the moment when she say ok i was like haha! okok...but end up we meet up for lunch and that make me for happy! wahaha! we had lunch at rivervale mall de long john and we keep chatting haha she also say wanna come my house use my comp coz her house de internet connection had been cut off due to rolling of bills...but end up she nvr come my hosue also coz we were slacking somewhere near her house talking for 2hrs ++ hahA! went to her house and watch Marley and mE together...but end up she fall aslp and i nearly fall aslp coz we had been up for 48hrs lol! just by looking at her...slping "beside" me...haiz the women u love is loving someone else...happy and sad...i was planning something like tell her that i love her while she's slping and then go home then suddenly she wake up...and told me that she nvr really slp...just closing her eye but i hear her snoring leh haha...ah anyway luckily i nvr did wad i planned if not, i really dunno how to clear this mess...i hope she will enjoy her food without vomiting...she had been vomiting food right after a meal...haiz some how i got affected by her...ytd she still can tell me she's eating haha! think its good that i "gave" her somthing and i got something from her as well...coz i lost my appetite of of a sudden and will freaking feel like vomit things out...maybe i drink too much...i had a small wish here...hope that she can be mine one day...just one call and i'll be there thats my promise to her in my heart...she can be the only one but no body else...well am i self centered? nah just being selfish...i got to be selfish to get something...i thought that this philosophy of mine had been sealed by her but it seems like she's the one using it on me and i really had nth to say...i will nvr ask for a patch and patch back if i dun love u...u can keep on thinking that its all my fault and is pushing all the blame but had u really put urself into my shoes? this is everything u wanted but not me...u can get angry coz i dun go as wad u planned so that doesn't mean that i'm not like that...u claim that ur ideal is to give ur bf this and that...but i dun think so...but also that doesn't mean its totally ur fault that i claim...so dun think that i'm pushing all the blames...the one who said break meaning that this person's heart is not here anymore so no meaning askhing her back...and com'on...god wont help a Judas...belive it or not...wad i wan to hear is from u but not god...if u put all ur faith in god, u r a goner already...well i cant say that i'm fully an anti christ...its just that wad u belive...have faith in urself...if u lost faith in ur self or someone else, really...all will be gone in an instant and that change a person's heart as well...although i say that i see signs this and that...i'm just only saying it but its up to ppl's hardwork to see it through...well i'm finally out of the "Difficult Situation" for almost 2yrs...but oh well i'm happy to know u...to be fren now and maybe come back to me in the future? dun make me laugh...if u cant even understand wad i said, u have no right to say me thank u and "god bless"...u sure know how to hate ppl :) hate me for the rest of ur life lorSunday, 10th May 2009blog @ 2020hrs
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