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Thursday, April 30, 2009 | 6:18 PM | Top
oh well...saw Ly's blog had some changes but who cares? :) back stab or not...wad done is done... truth is spoken and none was not meant to be untold... with nowhere to release my feeling even just by blogging is not enuff... forgiveness is everyday and is everywhere... whether to let go or not, only ourselves knows best... true or not true... it doesn't matter anymore... u cant forget the things that isn't meant to be forgotten but time will slowly turn past into history and history to memories and to story... i dun hope or wish for anything... just dun hate me :) plz spare me... and go away... and for ck, i see u as fren and i hope that u see me as a fren... yes i owe u a lot but wad u shud do, it has to be done... at least as a fren :) yes its my fault but it doesn't mean that u can say things to hurt me even more that time... who know? those who are real fren but not u...so sorry :( i got so sick and tired of my life already and its been a month... after tonight pass 12mn and i will try harder then ever to do wad i shud do... its been an insomnia month for me... slowly devouring my soul... out side, i was happy... enjoy and have fun... once i'm home, the gloomy me starts to fade... still thinking why and how... but who cares? i still need to eat, drink and earn money... after my ns i really dun have time for all this... just hope that i'm fresh and new after spending another 2 yrs in a totally new enviroment... well i will still do the same thing like taking the head of the train... long lost frens are coming back... hope they are good coz right after my personnal matter, i hear lots of news similar to my case...lol god must be shuffling cards hmm which is i find it good :) coz this prove that its time to move but not to stay... now i'm more happy then ever but still feel like something important had gone away but thats fine :) to move on alone seems much more lighter in terms of stress... its better to has a women u love with u though :( i've new aims in my life now... not to say it here and it will remain in my heart... :) yesterday went to St'James with guoz, roy, jeff, hui shi and her jie jie... go and enjoy only :) drink quite a lot also... haiz some how around 1:30am, something happen... one of our gal fren name chelsea go and create trouble... starting we thought it was guoz got problem but end up is chelsea... the story was dunno how they dance, end up this chelsea punch him 2 time at his face then he cant take it and so he punch her back 1 time... zzz its like obviously is her fault la zzz the guy is ok but keep saying wad guys pride all that and that chelsea keep saying i wont take this matter lightly lor... u can practically see everyone there taking hp and call... anyway end up guoz, roy, jeff and i say good bye to hui shi and head to thai disco/pub name 72...went there to chill and have a martell to drink... after that we went home... CANT SLP AT ALL!!! until morning zzz still cant slp... until now haiz...jsut now met tiger haha and a chat and walk him to the bus stop then come back home blogging... gonna play dota with elroy later zzz keep asking me play dota with him..ALWAYS zzz k le la update next time :) ppl here plz dun play back stab... if u wan back stab, plz dun let me know who are u... and dun put words into my mouth ever again... hope that after tonight, my life would be much better one :)
Thursday, 30th of April 2009 blog @ 2225hrs
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Thursday, April 30, 2009 | 6:18 PM | Top
oh well...saw Ly's blog had some changes but who cares? :) back stab or not...wad done is done... truth is spoken and none was not meant to be untold... with nowhere to release my feeling even just by blogging is not enuff... forgiveness is everyday and is everywhere... whether to let go or not, only ourselves knows best... true or not true... it doesn't matter anymore... u cant forget the things that isn't meant to be forgotten but time will slowly turn past into history and history to memories and to story... i dun hope or wish for anything... just dun hate me :) plz spare me... and go away... and for ck, i see u as fren and i hope that u see me as a fren... yes i owe u a lot but wad u shud do, it has to be done... at least as a fren :) yes its my fault but it doesn't mean that u can say things to hurt me even more that time... who know? those who are real fren but not u...so sorry :( i got so sick and tired of my life already and its been a month... after tonight pass 12mn and i will try harder then ever to do wad i shud do... its been an insomnia month for me... slowly devouring my soul... out side, i was happy... enjoy and have fun... once i'm home, the gloomy me starts to fade... still thinking why and how... but who cares? i still need to eat, drink and earn money... after my ns i really dun have time for all this... just hope that i'm fresh and new after spending another 2 yrs in a totally new enviroment... well i will still do the same thing like taking the head of the train... long lost frens are coming back... hope they are good coz right after my personnal matter, i hear lots of news similar to my case...lol god must be shuffling cards hmm which is i find it good :) coz this prove that its time to move but not to stay... now i'm more happy then ever but still feel like something important had gone away but thats fine :) to move on alone seems much more lighter in terms of stress... its better to has a women u love with u though :( i've new aims in my life now... not to say it here and it will remain in my heart... :) yesterday went to St'James with guoz, roy, jeff, hui shi and her jie jie... go and enjoy only :) drink quite a lot also... haiz some how around 1:30am, something happen... one of our gal fren name chelsea go and create trouble... starting we thought it was guoz got problem but end up is chelsea... the story was dunno how they dance, end up this chelsea punch him 2 time at his face then he cant take it and so he punch her back 1 time... zzz its like obviously is her fault la zzz the guy is ok but keep saying wad guys pride all that and that chelsea keep saying i wont take this matter lightly lor... u can practically see everyone there taking hp and call... anyway end up guoz, roy, jeff and i say good bye to hui shi and head to thai disco/pub name 72...went there to chill and have a martell to drink... after that we went home... CANT SLP AT ALL!!! until morning zzz still cant slp... until now haiz...jsut now met tiger haha and a chat and walk him to the bus stop then come back home blogging... gonna play dota with elroy later zzz keep asking me play dota with him..ALWAYS zzz k le la update next time :) ppl here plz dun play back stab... if u wan back stab, plz dun let me know who are u... and dun put words into my mouth ever again... hope that after tonight, my life would be much better one :)
Thursday, 30th of April 2009 blog @ 2225hrs
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